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M\u00fc\u0259llif: Lo\u011fman<\/strong><\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Bu el\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r idi ki, do\u011fmalar, yax\u0131nlar bel\u0259, x\u0131rda bir \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259, adama arxa \u00e7evir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Y\u00fczillik sevgini bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ayaqlay\u0131b ke\u00e7m\u0259k olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin min ild\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyini bir g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 itirm\u0259k olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 – itkil\u0259r f\u0259slidir.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 – g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 – ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar d\u0259midir.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm a\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u00fc q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 solduran x\u0259zand\u0131r m\u00fcharib\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259t tan\u0131m\u0131r, haqq tan\u0131m\u0131r, ki\u015filik tan\u0131m\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u018fdal\u0259t tapdananda, haqq tan\u0131nmayanda m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r ayaq a\u00e7\u0131b yeriyir.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 siyas\u0259td\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259 t\u00f6r\u0259yir – sa\u011flam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li v\u0259t\u0259nsev\u0259rl\u0259rin balalar\u0131n\u0131 aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

X\u0259st\u0259 siyas\u0259td\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259 t\u00f6r\u0259yir – z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015fin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131-qaras\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

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M\u00fcharib\u0259 – i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131lar\u0131n, i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc yerdir.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcharib\u0259 – sevgil\u0259rin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 sanc\u0131lan s\u00fcng\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

Harada m\u00fcharib\u0259 varsa, oradan nakaml\u0131q boylan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Harada m\u00fcharib\u0259 varsa, oradan yetimlik do\u011fulur.<\/p>\n

Harada m\u00fcharib\u0259 varsa, orada d\u00fcnya qan r\u0259ngind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Deyirl\u0259r ki, zaman h\u0259r \u015feyin d\u0259rman\u0131d\u0131r. M\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259limizd\u0259n ald\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 zaman qaytara bilmir. B\u00fct\u00fcn itkil\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131nda do\u011fma yurd durur. Amma zaman onun yerini doldura bilmir. Zaman, olsa-olsa, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 keyl\u0259\u015fdirir, unutdurur, yaralar\u0131 qaysaqlad\u0131r, amma sa\u011faltm\u0131r. S\u0259bird\u0259n yurd yeri d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k olmur.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6zm\u0259k – m\u0259\u011flub oldu\u011funu h\u0259zm etm\u0259kdir, f\u0259dakarl\u0131q deyil, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131ymamaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n itkisin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259k m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tin davam\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n itkisin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259k itkil\u0259rin yerini doldurmur, d\u0259rdin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc uzad\u0131r. \u018fslind\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n deyil, v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisind\u0259n imtahan verm\u0259kdir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259rin qorunub saxlanmas\u0131n\u0131n imtahan\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

… H\u0259r g\u00fcn in\u0259kl\u0259ri qaba\u011f\u0131ma qat\u0131b apar\u0131rd\u0131m otarma\u011fa. \u0130n\u0259kl\u0259r otlad\u0131qca sakitl\u0259\u015fir, b\u00f6yr\u00fcm\u00fc yer\u0259 verib d\u0259rdimi, yerimin-yurdumun a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 macal tap\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na ev-e\u015fiyimiz, ba\u011f-ba\u011fat\u0131m\u0131z, h\u0259y\u0259t-bacam\u0131z, ata-anam\u0131n q\u0259bri, d\u0259rs dediyim u\u015faqlar, m\u00fc\u0259llim yolda\u015flar\u0131m, k\u0259ndd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyim firavan g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. Min bir z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259 yenic\u0259 qurdu\u011fum, s\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim yuvam\u0131z g\u0259lirdi. N\u0259 illah edirdims\u0259 bu \u0259dal\u0259tsizliyin s\u0259b\u0259bini anlaya bilmirdim. Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 bu suallar\u0131n he\u00e7 birin\u0259 d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli cavab tapa bilmir, h\u0259rg\u00fcnk\u00fc kimi, in\u0259kl\u0259ri m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b binas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259tirir, tut a\u011fac\u0131na ba\u011flay\u0131b, kran\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 doyunca su vurard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ax\u015fam ayaqlar\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r, n\u0259 z\u00fclml\u0259 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259sg\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini aya\u011f\u0131mdan g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rimi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevs\u0259m d\u0259, onlar\u0131 ox\u015fama\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fcm qalm\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, bu g\u0259rginlik n\u0259 vaxtsa qurtaracaq v\u0259 ondan sonra balalar\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n kimi ox\u015fayacaq, doyunca g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Bunlar g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 unudur, yuxuya gedirdim. S\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 yataqdan qalxar, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin ustund\u0259 yan-yana yatan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259r, yen\u0259 h\u0259min krandan \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 soyuq su vurar, sonra s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259r, b\u0131\u011f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259mi\u015f samovar\u0131n \u00e7ay\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259r, Allah ver\u0259nd\u0259n yey\u0259r, s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259n qalx\u0131b istil\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f in\u0259kl\u0259ri qatard\u0131m qaba\u011f\u0131ma. M\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib k\u0259ndin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 yolla d\u00fcz bir saat ayaq d\u00f6y\u0259r, gedib \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m, Alxasava camaat\u0131n\u0131n dediyi kimi, T\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 – T\u00f6r\u0259 da\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Alxasava tipik \u015eirvan k\u0259ndidir. T\u0259n ortas\u0131ndan B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015eirvan kanal\u0131 ke\u00e7ir. K\u0259ndin arxas\u0131nda – \u015fimal t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 T\u00f6r\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. Bizim t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 T\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 da\u011f dem\u0259zdil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki n\u0259 el\u0259 bir h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t vard\u0131. Amma z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f Alxasava camaat\u0131 ona da\u011f deyirdis\u0259, dem\u0259li, T\u00f6r\u0259 da\u011fd\u0131r. Buralar\u0131n yay\u0131 \u00e7ox isti ke\u00e7ir, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015firdi. T\u00f6r\u0259nin c\u0259nub yamaclar\u0131 qupquru boz qayalardan, kahalardan ibar\u0259tdir. Tez-tez g\u00fcrz\u0259 ilanlar\u0131na rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olurdu. Yay\u0131n istisi T\u00f6r\u0259nin sin\u0259sini el\u0259 da\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, k\u0259nd t\u0259ndir\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259n d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z istil\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259, m\u00fclayim k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir, adama y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck g\u0259tirirdi. Amma da\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xana kimi ayaqlar\u0131m yorulur, \u015fi\u015fir, s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Damarlar\u0131mda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 vard\u0131. El\u0259 hey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, gedib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bir h\u0259kim\u0259 yoxladaca\u011fam. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilirdim ki, bu, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259 davam ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Amma o da vard\u0131 ki, birc\u0259 g\u00fcn zavall\u0131 heyvanlar\u0131 otarma\u011fa aparmasam, ac\u0131ndan q\u0131zd\u0131rard\u0131lar. Heyvanlar\u0131n q\u0131zd\u0131rmaq t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259si yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bunun z\u0259rb\u0259si dolay\u0131sil\u0259 onlara d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

T\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259n \u015eirvan\u0131n geni\u015f \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu geni\u015fliyi seyr etm\u0259k q\u0259rib\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck g\u0259tirirdi m\u0259n\u0259. T\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259n baxanda \u0259kin sah\u0259l\u0259ri, kanallar, yollar, qon\u015fu k\u0259ndl\u0259r bel\u0259 ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu geni\u015flik, uzaql\u0131q h\u0259m d\u0259 bir x\u0259yal \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Do\u011fma k\u0259ndd\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn detallar\u0131 il\u0259 bir-bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259lib ke\u00e7irdi. T\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131lan panoram \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259cbur edirdi ki, onlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlayasan. Xat\u0131rlad\u0131qca da says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z suallar ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Onsuz da b\u00fct\u00fcn suallara cavab tapmaq olmurdu. Bel\u0259 m\u0259qamlarda h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kib k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirir, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k planlar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy edirdim. Amma m\u00fcharib\u0259 insan\u0131n t\u0259kc\u0259 var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini, mal-m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259lind\u0259n alm\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 adam\u0131 k\u00fctl\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/p>\n

… Bak\u0131dan – h\u0259kimd\u0259n qay\u0131danda u\u015faqlar\u0131n anas\u0131 m\u0259ni k\u0259d\u0259rli qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Nigaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n oxudu: \u201cQorxma, salamatl\u0131qd\u0131r… \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 o\u011furlay\u0131blar…\u201d D\u0259rhal ot tayas\u0131na baxd\u0131m. \u00c7ad\u0131r\u0131n yeri a\u011fappaq qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ad\u0131r\u0131 tayan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdim ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar vurub otu \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259sin. Maliyy\u0259ti bir \u015fey deyildi, amma bu hadis\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259ldi – bizi do\u011fma yuvam\u0131zdan did\u0259rgin salan erm\u0259ni t\u0259cav\u00fcz\u00fc kimi. \u018fslind\u0259 bu da t\u0259cav\u00fczd\u00fcr, amma miqyas\u0131 ki\u00e7ikdir. Bu da arxas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259cav\u00fczd\u00fcr. Bu, gir\u0259v\u0259\u00e7ilikdir. M\u0259n evd\u0259 olanda o\u011furlansayd\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259sir etm\u0259zdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcms\u0259, bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 yoza bilm\u0259dim. \u00c7\u00fcnki Alxasavada m\u0259skunla\u015fandan b\u0259ri yerli camaatdan yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qdan savay\u0131 bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

K\u0259nd camaat\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, yerli \u0259halinin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri var v\u0259 onu he\u00e7 vaxt pozmurlar. D\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fc, xeyirxahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevir, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015flik g\u00f6st\u0259rirdil\u0259r. N\u00f6qsan g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, a\u00e7\u0131b-a\u011fartmaz, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc vurmazd\u0131lar. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n anlay\u0131rd\u0131m ki, bu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r t\u0259kc\u0259 bizim deyil, el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rdidir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu hadis\u0259d\u0259 yerlil\u0259rin \u0259linin olmas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma bel\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Amma olan olmu\u015fdu. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bir nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi ba\u015f qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu mar\u0131\u011fa yatan, gir\u0259v\u0259d\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n f\u0259ndgir kimdir. Yax\u015f\u0131 deyibl\u0259r ki, \u201cmal\u0131 bir yer\u0259 ged\u0259nin g\u00fcman\u0131 y\u00fcz yer\u0259 ged\u0259r\u201d. Bu \u00e7ad\u0131r m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si m\u0259nim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 vaxtsa m\u0259n\u0259 dediyi s\u00f6z\u0259, g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox adamdan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdim, amma he\u00e7 kimin yaxas\u0131ndan tuta bilmirdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015f\u0259kl\u0259ndiyim adam\u0131n sir-sif\u0259ti g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 xeyirxah bir n\u00f6qt\u0259 tapan kimi ondan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n utan\u0131r, x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdim…<\/p>\n

Eyni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar beynimd\u0259n ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, bir n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u015fqa probleml\u0259r yaddan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f, unudulmu\u015fdu. H\u0259r \u015fey \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi davam edirdi, he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi: s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n mallar\u0131 d\u00f6\u015fl\u0259yib T\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, ax\u015fam da k\u0259nd\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Birc\u0259 bu o\u011furluq m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si bir az k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015fdi, amma unudulmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yada salanda i\u00e7im g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

Ad\u0259t\u0259n, s\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n T\u00f6r\u0259 yolunda kims\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259zdi. Yolboyu gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u015fehd\u0259n r\u0259ngi nisb\u0259t\u0259n t\u00fcndl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f pudra kimi tozun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n ilanlar\u0131n a\u011fappaq izl\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arp\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Uzaqdan T\u00f6r\u0259 yolunda k\u0259nd\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fan qaralt\u0131 diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, s\u0259h\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qonaq kim olar, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 Yox, qonaq deyils\u0259, k\u0259nd adam\u0131d\u0131rsa, bel\u0259 erk\u0259n haradan qay\u0131d\u0131r?..<\/p>\n

Qaralt\u0131 getdikc\u0259 irilirdi, bir-birimiz\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. \u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcz qar\u015f\u0131mda durub salam verdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 salam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m. \u00c7iynind\u0259 \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irilmi\u015f a\u011f\u0131r torba vard\u0131. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m, amma tan\u0131mad\u0131m – bu k\u0259ndin adam\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259nd\u0259n bir n\u0259f\u0259rin evini soru\u015fdu. Mara\u011f\u0131m daha da artd\u0131. \u00d6yr\u0259ndim ki, T\u00f6r\u0259nin c\u0259nub yaxas\u0131ndak\u0131 yataqlarda qoyun bec\u0259r\u0259n l\u0259zgi \u00e7obanlardan biridir.<\/p>\n

– O m\u0259nim qon\u015fumdur. L\u0259zgi qarda\u015f, bel\u0259 tezd\u0259n xeyirdirmi? – dedim.<\/p>\n

Axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 adam\u0131n m\u0259nim qon\u015fum oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259 sevin\u0259n kimi oldu:<\/p>\n

– Xeyirdir. S\u0259nin qon\u015fun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fcz adamd\u0131r. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r ondan bir \u00e7ad\u0131r ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. Dedim ki, g\u0259tirs\u0259n, bir c\u0259md\u0259k ver\u0259c\u0259m. O da\u00a0 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 bundan \u0259vv\u0259l tap\u0131b g\u0259tirdi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r macal tap\u0131b ki\u015finin c\u0259md\u0259yini ver\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Gec\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259sib asm\u0131\u015fam, dedim, s\u0259rin\u0259ti apar\u0131m ki, zay olmas\u0131n… – dey\u0259 \u0259lil\u0259 \u00e7iynind\u0259ki ba\u011flamaya i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131\u011fa donub qald\u0131m. N\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Hannan-hana qon\u015fumun evini ona isnad verib, yoluma d\u00fcz\u0259ldim. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259, \u00e7ox m\u0259yus olsam da, g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss ke\u00e7irdim. Bu, haradasa, yoldan pul tapan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n sevincin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. \u00c7obanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq, \u00e7ox g\u00fcmrah idim. El\u0259 bil \u00e7iynimd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Heyvanlar\u0131 a\u011faca ba\u011flay\u0131b, kran\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na getdim. Doyunca soyuq sudan \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131m, \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 s\u0259rinl\u0259dim. Ev\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qon\u015fudak\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u0259trafa yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zarafatlar, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259r bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ucadan sa\u011fl\u0131qlar deyirdil\u0259r: \u201c… g\u00fcn o g\u00fcn olsun, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131za qay\u0131daq, bel\u0259 m\u0259clisl\u0259ri orada quraq…\u201d<\/p>\n

Kabab iyi b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259y\u0259ti b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

O gec\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi unudaraq k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131b d\u0259rin yuxuya getdim…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu el\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r idi ki, do\u011fmalar, yax\u0131nlar bel\u0259, x\u0131rda bir \u015feyd\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259, adama arxa \u00e7evir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Y\u00fczillik sevgini bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ayaqlay\u0131b ke\u00e7m\u0259k olard\u0131. B\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin min ild\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 etdiyini bir g\u00fcll\u0259 s\u0259sin\u0259 itirm\u0259k olard\u0131. M\u00fcharib\u0259 – itkil\u0259r f\u0259slidir. M\u00fcharib\u0259 – g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcd\u00fcr. M\u00fcharib\u0259 – ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar d\u0259midir. 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