{"id":18055,"date":"2015-01-13T13:10:35","date_gmt":"2015-01-13T09:10:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=18055"},"modified":"2023-10-10T19:27:54","modified_gmt":"2023-10-10T15:27:54","slug":"susmus-goz%c9%99llik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=18055","title":{"rendered":"Susmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259llik"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn ( Nur\u0259ngiz Xudadat q\u0131z\u0131 Qulub\u0259yova) Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259\u00a0 ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fdur. Az\u0259rbaycan Teatr \u0130nstitutunda t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>1960-1974-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Televiziya v\u0259 Radio Verili\u015fl\u0259ri Komit\u0259sind\u0259 diktor v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. <\/em><\/strong>\u018fd\u0259biyyata \u201cTanr\u0131\u201d povesti il\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u201cTanr\u0131 b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r\u201d, \u201cA\u011f qanadlar\u201d, \u201cG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 dua\u201d, \u201cYol gedir\u0259m\u201d kitablar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir.\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>…Dem\u0259k olar ki, Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn\u00fc u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131y\u0131ram. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, qiyabi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m onu. ( Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259myerlimiz oldu\u011funu bilirdim)<\/em> . \u0130lk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 o m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn diktor idi – ekran\u0131n yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan g\u00f6z\u0259l bir diktor. Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn\u00fcn \u201cYol gedir\u0259m\u201d kitab\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6n s\u00f6zd\u0259 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 da el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 yaz\u0131r: \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan televiziyas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 olan, pe\u015f\u0259karl\u0131q s\u0259ri\u015ft\u0259siyl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyil\u0259 d\u0259 tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n sevimlisin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n Nur\u0259ngiz Qulub\u0259yova adl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259d\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011funu bilmirdik. O \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259r g\u00fcn evl\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u0259ziz qonaq kimi g\u0259l\u0259n bir \u015fah \u0259s\u0259r, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u015feiriyy\u0259t n\u00fcmun\u0259siydi<\/em>..\u201d<\/p>\n

…Diktor Nur\u0259ngiz Qulub\u0259yovan\u0131n yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 Jal\u0259ni k\u0259ndimizd\u0259 bir m\u0259clisd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Onda m\u0259n be\u015finci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. X\u0259yal\u0131ma yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, koppu\u015f bir q\u0131z kimi h\u0259kk olunmu\u015fdu balaca Jal\u0259… O vaxt he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r sonra, XXI \u0259srin ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131nda Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131mn \u015feirinin misralar\u0131 m\u0259ni yenid\u0259n o ill\u0259r\u0259 qaytaracaq:<\/p>\n

…Arxamda sarp eni\u015fl\u0259r, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7iynimd\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f tayas\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u011fu\u015fumda Jal\u0259m v\u0259 titr\u0259yi\u015fim…<\/em><\/p>\n

Yol gedir\u0259m, yol olanad\u0259k…<\/em><\/p>\n

Tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra m\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 Jal\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z rayonumuzda. O vaxtk\u0131 balaca q\u0131z bu d\u0259f\u0259 deputatl\u0131\u011fa namiz\u0259d kimi g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ata yurduna. M\u0259n k\u0259ndimizd\u0259ki se\u00e7ki m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259 deputatl\u0131\u011fa namiz\u0259d Jal\u0259 \u018fliyevan\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259\u00e7isi oldum. Se\u00e7kinin n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri b\u0259lli olandan sonra is\u0259 h\u0259dsiz k\u00f6vr\u0259k, doluxsunmu\u015f Jal\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oldum. Bel\u0259c\u0259 do\u011fmala\u015fd\u0131q \u015fair\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131 Jal\u0259 il\u0259…<\/p>\n

…Sonra is\u0259… \u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yolum d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131mgil\u0259 getdim. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyin\u0259 daxil olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn z\u0259man\u0259t almaq ist\u0259yirdim ondan. T\u0259xmin\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 il \u0259vv\u0259l el\u0259 bu vaxtlar idi. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onunla ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc unuda bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7ox mehriban qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 m\u0259ni. Balaca q\u0131z\u0131m G\u00fclt\u0259nl\u0259 el\u0259 mehriban dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

Sanki bizi lap \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Onun ota\u011f\u0131na daxil olanda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc lap na\u011f\u0131llar al\u0259mind\u0259ki\u00a0 kimi hiss etdim. \u018fsl \u015fair\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131 idi. Otaqda olan h\u0259r \u015fey onun t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 vur\u011funlu\u011fundan x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi. M\u0259n onun ota\u011f\u0131nda billur \u00e7\u0131l\u00e7\u0131raq, billur qab-qacaq g\u00f6rm\u0259dim. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn dediyi kimi servant\u0131nda olan yegan\u0259 z\u0259rli \u00e7ay d\u0259sti atas\u0131n\u0131n yadigar\u0131d\u0131r. Servant irili\u2013x\u0131rdal\u0131, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bal\u0131qqulaqlar\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259, r\u0259ngli da\u015flarla dolu idi.<\/p>\n

…Kitablar, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r, t\u0259bi\u0259ti \u0259ks etdir\u0259n fiqurlar.. M\u0259n bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm onun evind\u0259..<\/p>\n

O vaxt onun ota\u011f\u0131nda \u0259n \u00e7ox diqq\u0259timi c\u0259lb ed\u0259n divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir\u00a0 \u015f\u0259kil oldu. Bu, Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m\u0131n cavanl\u0131q \u015f\u0259kli idi. El\u0259 bil ovsun var idi o \u015f\u0259kild\u0259. Onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m el\u0259 hey o \u015f\u0259kl\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l imi\u015f Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m, \u0130lahi! El\u0259 bil m\u0259l\u0259k boylan\u0131rd\u0131\u00a0 o \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n. \u015e\u0259kil adam\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 sanki…<\/p>\n

O \u015f\u0259kil beynim\u0259 h\u0259kk olundu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131mdan s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 o \u015f\u0259kil g\u0259lir g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

…Bu ilin fevral ay\u0131nda m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q gec\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m. H\u0259min gec\u0259d\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259r Universitetinin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si \u018fziz\u0259 \u0130sayeva da i\u015ftirak edirdi.\u00a0 Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rinin sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u018fziz\u0259, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131mdan m\u00fcsahib\u0259 alma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif etdi. Fikrimi \u015fair\u0259y\u0259 bildir\u0259nd\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n h\u0259r adama m\u00fcsahib\u0259 vermir\u0259m. Amma siz\u0259 ver\u0259r\u0259m. Sizin ruhunuzda n\u0259l\u0259rin olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259k m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn maraql\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n

…Fevral\u0131n sonuncu g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131mgil\u0259 yolland\u0131q. Yolumuzu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Eyvandan s\u0259sl\u0259di bizi.<\/p>\n

Ota\u011fa girm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l eyvanda suya qoyulmu\u015f ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 budaq fikrimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259lb etdi. O budaqlar s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

…Yen\u0259 h\u0259min otaq… h\u0259min \u015f\u0259kil.. Ota\u011fa gir\u0259n kimi \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 heyranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259yib dedi: \u201cN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olmusunuz, ay Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m! \u201d<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn. Sakitc\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu kresloda. Ona baxd\u0131m. H\u0259min\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259r… H\u0259min qa\u015flar… H\u0259min sa\u00e7lar..<\/p>\n

Cavanl\u0131qda g\u00f6z\u0259llik el\u0259 bil adam\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik susur. Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m\u0131n da bu ya\u015f\u0131nda olan g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi susmu\u015f, lal g\u00f6z\u0259llik idi.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 o \u015f\u0259klin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259k ist\u0259dik. Al\u0131nmad\u0131. Fotoaparat xarab oldu.<\/p>\n

O \u015f\u0259kl\u0259 baxa-baxa, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi art\u0131q susmu\u015f \u015fair\u0259 Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcnl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi darad\u0131m tell\u0259rimn\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm dara\u011f\u0131n ucundan <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Leyl\u0259kl\u0259r u\u00e7dular, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

qanadlar\u0131 alovlu…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Buraxd\u0131m g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

a\u011faclar\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131m, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

a\u011flad\u0131m tell\u0259rim aras\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Leyl\u0259kl\u0259rin bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Yuvalar\u0131 boyunca…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u011faclar\u0131 qucaqlayan, bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f leyl\u0259k yuvalar\u0131na a\u011flayan Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m, eyvanda bayaq g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz o budaqlar\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn suya qoyursunuz?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bilmirsiniz b\u0259y\u0259m? \u00d6m\u00fcrl\u0259rini uzad\u0131ram o budaqlar\u0131n. N\u0259v\u0259m M\u00fcjganla o g\u00fcn d\u0259nizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yola at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00a0g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. G\u0259tirib suya qoydum. Qoy bir az \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259ri uzans\u0131n. M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259y\u0259m – enerjimi t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n al\u0131ram. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259riniz el\u0259 bilirsiniz ki, dib\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcll\u0259ridir? Yoox…Xurma tumlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da bitib. G\u00f6r\u00fcn nec\u0259 d\u0259 yek\u0259libl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

–\u00a0Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m, bayaqdan siz\u0259 qulaq as\u0131ram. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, siz bu \u0259srin adam\u0131 deyilsiniz. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 siz XXII- XXIII \u0259srd\u0259 do\u011fulsayd\u0131n\u0131z daha xo\u015fb\u0259xt olard\u0131n\u0131z. Bu \u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259rdinizmi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0–\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Siz n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsn\u0131z? G\u00f6r o vaxtacan n\u0259l\u0259ri k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r? \u00c7ox yenilikl\u0259ri q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m m\u0259n. \u018fksin\u0259, ist\u0259rdim ki, orta \u0259srl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131m. \u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259lc\u0259k, ba\u015f\u0131nda enli \u015flyapa olan xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcb karetaya minm\u0259sin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259n, xan\u0131ml\u0131\u011fa h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n insanlar \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn tutard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0–\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m , \u015fair\u0259 oldu\u011funuzu n\u0259 zam<\/em><\/strong>an hiss etdiniz?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0–\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>8-9 ya\u015f\u0131m olard\u0131. Evimizd\u0259 akvarium vard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn yuxudan durub g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, nisb\u0259t\u0259n iri bal\u0131qlar \u00f6l\u00fcbl\u0259r. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcn is\u0259 bal\u0131qlar\u0131n balacalar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc. Anam m\u0259nd\u0259n bal\u0131qlar\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fdu. Ona dem\u0259dim ki, balaca bal\u0131qlara s\u00fcdl\u00fc s\u0131y\u0131q, b\u00f6y\u00fck bal\u0131qlara da f\u0131nd\u0131ql\u0131 \u015fokalad vermi\u015f\u0259m. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmirdim. Bird\u0259n yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, qon\u015fumuzdak\u0131 k\u015fi \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 arvadlar a\u011fla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m a\u011flama\u011fa. Gedib qon\u015fu arvaddan soru\u015fdum ki, \u00f6l\u0259n ki\u015fini hara apard\u0131lar? M\u0259ni ba\u015fa sald\u0131 ki, torpa\u011fa basd\u0131r\u0131blar. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z bal\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 apar\u0131b basd\u0131rd\u0131m torpa\u011fa. \u0130lk \u015feirimi d\u0259 el\u0259 o bal\u0131qlara h\u0259sr etmi\u015f\u0259m..<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em>Bal\u0131qlar, ey bal\u0131qlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131g\u00f6z bal\u0131qlar<\/em>…<\/p>\n

\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu misralara \u015feir dem\u0259k olmaz. Amma s\u00f6zs\u00fcz ki, i\u00e7imd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f ki, sonralar \u015fair\u0259 oldum.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m, yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259kil g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, kimin \u015f\u0259klidir o?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0Anamd\u0131r. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan oyananda ona \u201csabah\u0131n xeyir, ana\u201d \u2013 deyir\u0259m. Gec\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 \u201cgec\u0259n xeyr\u0259 qals\u0131n, ana\u201d \u2013dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yat\u0131ram. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259rim anama m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015flan\u0131r, h\u0259r gec\u0259m anama m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259 bitir.<\/p>\n

\u00a0–\u00a0<\/strong>Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m, n\u0259 vaxt siz\u0259 z\u0259ng edir\u0259m, evd\u0259 olursunuz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. He\u00e7 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? G\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 gedirsinizmi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>– \u00d6z evimd\u0259n \u00e7ox ayr\u0131 qala bilmir\u0259m. Hara gedir\u0259ms\u0259 d\u0259 evim\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m. Bilirsiniz niy\u0259? B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rimin, ulular\u0131m\u0131n ruhu bu evd\u0259dir. M\u0259n o g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, sevincimi, k\u0259d\u0259rimi onlarla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>– S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259n, qar\u0131\u015fqalara q\u0259nd qoyan, ev i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qatan Nur\u0259ngiz xan\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss edirmi?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. Var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t qazanmaq asand\u0131r. S\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin, qar\u0131\u015fqalar\u0131n, s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f budaqlar\u0131n, at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin sevgisini qazanmaq h\u0259r adama n\u0259sib olmur. N\u0259v\u0259ml\u0259 d\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131na ged\u0259nd\u0259 qa\u011fay\u0131lar ba\u015f\u0131ma f\u0131rlan\u0131rlar. M\u0259nim sevgim t\u0259bi\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259k h\u0259yatm\u0131\u015f….H\u0259yat bu sayaq…<\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259k xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikdir…M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m..<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, bir \u015fair\u0259nin d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u0259yah\u0259t etdik. \u00c7ox suallar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dik, bilirdik ki, cavabs\u0131z qalacaq.<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131td\u0131q. X\u0259yal\u0131mda bir \u015f\u0259kil var… G\u00f6z\u0259l Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn… \u0130ndi g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi susmu\u015f, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi lal olan Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn..<\/p>\n

28 fevral, 2004<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0( M\u00fcsahib\u0259 X\u0259z\u0259r Universitetinin \u201c X\u0259z\u0259r \u2013X\u0259b\u0259r\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n 01 aprel 2004 tarixli 164 \u2013c\u00fc\u00a0 say\u0131nda\u00a0 \u00e7ap olunub. )<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em>M\u00fcsahib\u0259ni apard\u0131: Sevil G\u00fclt\u0259n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan Teatr \u0130nstitutunda t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.\u00a01960-1974-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Televiziya v\u0259 Radio Verili\u015fl\u0259ri Komit\u0259sind\u0259 diktor v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. \u018fd\u0259biyyata \u201cTanr\u0131\u201d povesti il\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u201cTanr\u0131 b\u0259\u015f\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r\u201d, \u201cA\u011f qanadlar\u201d, \u201cG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 dua\u201d, \u201cYol gedir\u0259m\u201d kitablar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir.\u00a0Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u00a0…Dem\u0259k olar ki, Nur\u0259ngiz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-18055","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-musahib-zrdab-hsn-by-zrdabi-mrkzi-aran"},"yoast_head":"\nSusmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259llik - Z\u0259rdab.com<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=18055\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"az_AZ\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Susmu\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259llik - Z\u0259rdab.com\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn ( Nur\u0259ngiz Xudadat q\u0131z\u0131 Qulub\u0259yova) Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259\u00a0 ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmu\u015fdur. 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