{"id":21381,"date":"2015-11-16T07:00:08","date_gmt":"2015-11-16T03:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=21381"},"modified":"2015-12-02T01:13:52","modified_gmt":"2015-12-01T21:13:52","slug":"haqli-ik%c9%99n-haqsiz-olmaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=21381","title":{"rendered":"Bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin g\u00fcnd\u0259liyind\u0259n&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>5 oktyabr: Bu g\u00fcn var oldum. Art\u0131q buradayam. Varam. H\u0259l\u0259lik, anam\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdur. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox balacayam. Ancaq nec\u0259 olsa, m\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259m. Q\u0131z olaca\u011fam, baharda g\u00fcll\u0259ri sev\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>19 oktyabr: Bir az b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Anam\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdur. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini indid\u0259n hiss edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>23 oktyabr: Art\u0131q a\u011fz\u0131m, dodaqlar\u0131m da var. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsinizmi, bir il sonra bu dodaqlardan t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k, g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Sonra da bu dodaqlarla \u201cAna\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Kiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259, m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 yoxam. Ax\u0131, bu nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? Ax\u0131, m\u0259n varam? \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki\u00e7ik olsa da, yen\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kdir. El\u0259 deyilmi, ana?<\/p>\n<p>27 oktyabr: Bu g\u00fcn \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. Art\u0131q \u00fcr\u0259yim var. \u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k. 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H\u0259kim bir cihazla g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u0259ni!<\/p>\n<p>25 noyabr: Art\u0131q atam da burada oldu\u011fumu bilir. Ancaq h\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131z oldu\u011fumdan x\u0259b\u0259rsizdirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>10 dekabr: Bu g\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcm d\u0259 tamamland\u0131. Art\u0131q iki g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6z\u00fcm, bir ki\u00e7ik burnum, dodaqlar\u0131m, yana\u011f\u0131m var. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, anama ox\u015fay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>13 dekabr: Bir azdan g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. R\u0259ngl\u0259ri, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri tan\u0131yaca\u011fam. Yuxumda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. D\u00fcnyada g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 deyil\u0259n bir \u015fey var imi\u015f. Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ata, ana, sizin d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Bir yerd\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olaca\u011f\u0131q. Sevin\u0259c\u0259yik, g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n<p>24 dekabr: G\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 sa\u011flam bir q\u0131z olaca\u011fam. Qollar\u0131nda yataca\u011fam. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxaca\u011fam. O \u015firin s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn layla dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259nmi, ana? Y\u0259qin indi s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131rsan. M\u0259ni ox\u015fay\u0131b, ba\u011fr\u0131na basacaqsan. \u00c7ox sev\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. El\u0259 deyilmi, ana?!<\/p>\n<p>28 dekabr: Ana, burada n\u0259 ba\u015f verir? H\u0259kim niy\u0259 bel\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131r. Sanki s\u0259n d\u0259 d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Susdun. M\u0259niml\u0259 niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rsan, ana! 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