Z\u0259rdab – do\u011fma yurdum. Bilir\u0259m, bir yetirm\u0259n olaraq s\u0259nin haqq\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Daha yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259r, insanlar\u0131na daha f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 faydal\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdim. Amma bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m budur – \u0259limd\u0259n yaz\u0131 yazmaqdan, “c\u0131zmaqara” el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n
Tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, s\u0259nd\u0259n 230 kilometr uzaqda – Bak\u0131da ya\u015famal\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259li oldum. Yeniyetm\u0259lik ill\u0259rimd\u0259 Bak\u0131da ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259l\u00e7atmaz bir arzu kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n, \u00f6z do\u011fma k\u0259ndimd\u0259n \u00e7ox ayr\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m dey\u0259, el-oba h\u0259sr\u0259tinin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu da bilmirdim.<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259c\u0259, m\u0259n arzuma \u00e7atd\u0131m – Bak\u0131da ya\u015fayas\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259si, ev-e\u015fik sahibi olas\u0131 oldum. V\u0259 onda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, m\u0259n \u00f6z do\u011fma rayonumdan ayr\u0131 ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259mmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Allah, Allah…<\/p>\n
Y\u0259qin kiml\u0259rs\u0259 yen\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, ax\u0131 n\u0259 var bu Z\u0259rdabda.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n s\u0259ni bu hal\u0131nla sevdim, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Allah\u0131n bu yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 do\u011fmasan, \u0259zizs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Bir o\u011flan bir q\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevir v\u0259 \u0259trafdak\u0131lar da t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259: “Ax\u0131 bu o\u011flan bu q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259yini sevir”,-deyirl\u0259r. He\u00e7 kim o q\u0131z\u0131n o o\u011flan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li, \u0259n ist\u0259klisi oldu\u011funu bilmir, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. He\u00e7 kim o saf sevginin f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmur.<\/p>\n
Bax, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni el\u0259 sevir\u0259m, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m, safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n \u015firin ill\u0259ri var. S\u0259nin qoynunda m\u0259nim do\u011fmalar\u0131m, \u0259zizl\u0259rim var.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nin torpa\u011f\u0131nda m\u0259nim do\u011fmalar\u0131m uyuyur…<\/p>\n
El\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 v\u0259siyy\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m – hans\u0131 ya\u015fda, harada v\u0259fat etm\u0259yimd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, m\u0259ni s\u0259nin qoynunda, do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda d\u0259fn el\u0259sinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Ehh, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m…<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni \u00e7ox q\u0131nay\u0131blar f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi – bayramda, t\u0259tild\u0259, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik s\u0259nin qoynuna \u00fcz tutdu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox dey\u0259n olub ki, ax\u0131 n\u0259 var bu \u015foran torpaqda, n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib, \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ax\u0131 onlar s\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevdiyimi bilmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Ax\u0131 onlar bilmirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259nin o \u015foran torpa\u011f\u0131nda bit\u0259n bir yul\u011funun qoxusu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n bahal\u0131 \u0259tird\u0259n d\u0259 daha xo\u015f t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131r…<\/p>\n
Ax\u0131 onlar bilmirl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n aylar\u0131n, ill\u0259rin yor\u011funlu\u011funu ancaq s\u0259nin qoynunda olanda \u00e7\u0131xara bilir\u0259m. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir yerd\u0259 psixoloji olaraq s\u0259nin qoynunda oldu\u011fum q\u0259d\u0259r rahat ola bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrl\u0259r, bilmirl\u0259r ax\u0131, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259zuniyy\u0259timi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u0259nd\u0259 getm\u0259yim…<\/p>\n
Yay\u0131n istisind\u0259, c\u0131rhac\u0131r\u0131nda m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m: “N\u0259 var ax\u0131 bu istid\u0259, niy\u0259 gedib da\u011flar\u0131n qoynunda istirah\u0259t etmirs\u0259n”.<\/p>\n
Ham\u0131s\u0131na eyni s\u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015f\u0259m – m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu torpaq, bu yurd daha do\u011fmad\u0131r, daha xo\u015fdur, daha rahatd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nin qoynundan k\u0259narda ya\u015fayan, ancaq \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0259ninl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n, s\u0259ni unutmayan, unuda bilm\u0259y\u0259n, h\u0259r zaman xat\u0131rlayan \u00e7oxlu sayda insan tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
Do\u011fmalar\u0131 \u0259sl\u0259n s\u0259nin qoynunda d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n, indi is\u0259 haqq\u0131n r\u0259hm\u0259tin\u0259 qovu\u015fan, lakin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259nin do\u011fman sayan \u00e7oxlu sayda insan tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k, s\u0259nin qoynunda rahat n\u0259f\u0259s almaq arzusu il\u0259 ya\u015fayan, lakin buna imkan\u0131 olmayan \u00e7oxlu sayda insan tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r i\u015f\u0259, ax\u015fam ev\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
Bu insanlar\u0131 bir yer\u0259 c\u0259ml\u0259y\u0259n, bu insanlar\u0131 ovunduran, bu insanlar\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259traf\u0131na toplay\u0131b s\u0259nin ad\u0131na bir yer\u0259 c\u0259m ed\u0259n bir \u00fcnvan var\u00a0 – Zerdab.com sayt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259traf\u0131na c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n Zerdab.com.<\/p>\n
Zerdab.com-u s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgimd\u0259n a\u00e7d\u0131m, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Zerdab.com-la \u00e7oxlu dostlar qazand\u0131q, h\u0259myerlil\u0259rimizi tan\u0131d\u0131q, s\u0259ni tan\u0131td\u0131q, tarixinl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yeni v\u0259 maraql\u0131 m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 tarixinl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r yaz\u0131lacaq yaz\u0131lar, apar\u0131lacaq ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar, qoynunda \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k fotolar, videolar var ki.<\/p>\n
Heyif, \u00e7ox heyif ki, s\u0259ni xat\u0131rladan – s\u0259n\u0259 olan h\u0259sr\u0259t m\u0259saf\u0259mizi q\u0131saldan bu sayta ist\u0259diyimiz q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt s\u0259rf ed\u0259 bilmirik, ist\u0259diyimiz, planla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259ri tam realla\u015fd\u0131ra bilmirik.<\/p>\n
Zerdab.com-un “F\u0259xrl\u0259rimiz” b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131las\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rli yetirm\u0259l\u0259rin var ki.<\/p>\n
Zerdab.com-un “\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz” b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131las\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r igidin, q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n var ki.<\/p>\n
Tarixinl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131las\u0131, yaz\u0131las\u0131, \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131las\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 faktlar var ki.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r k\u0259ndin bir tarixdir. H\u0259r k\u0259ndin, h\u0259r a\u011fsaqqal\u0131n bir d\u0259ryad\u0131r, Z\u0259rdab\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Dahi o\u011flun H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y Z\u0259rdabi il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131las\u0131, onun do\u011fmalar\u0131, p\u0259r\u0259n-p\u0259r\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u0259zizl\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yaz\u0131las\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r yaz\u0131lar var ki. Heyif, onlar\u0131 bir-bir ara\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa, yazma\u011fa vaxt yoxdur. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z “\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k pulu” \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015fqa bir i\u015fd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n
Vaxt ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yoxdur ki, biz Zerdab.com \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn maa\u015fa g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131r\u0131q, maa\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fqa i\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b qazan\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Biz bu sayt\u0131 insanlar\u0131 tariximizl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k, d\u0259y\u0259rli ziyal\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tan\u0131tmaq, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizi, onlar\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q dolu h\u0259yat yolunu t\u0259bli\u011f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Bu sayt Z\u0259rdabi \u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259, ideyalar\u0131na sadiq bir saytd\u0131r. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 maarifl\u0259ndirm\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki?<\/p>\n
\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, oxucular aras\u0131nda rayonda ke\u00e7iril\u0259n t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259n, burada g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r tutmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r \u00e7oxdur. Z\u0259rdabda, Bak\u0131da, Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259, Sumqay\u0131tda, G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259, Rusiyada, y\u0259ni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hans\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259, \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015famas\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, h\u0259r k\u0259s komp\u00fcter arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259 Zerdab.com sayt\u0131 vasit\u0259si il\u0259 Z\u0259rdab\u0131m\u0131za yax\u0131n olur.<\/p>\n
Zerdab.com-un g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yi i\u015fl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7oxdur – \u00f6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa el\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n
H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y Z\u0259rdabi d\u0259 “\u018fkin\u00e7i” q\u0259zetini a\u00e7anda he\u00e7 bir t\u0259m\u0259nna g\u00fcdm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ruhun \u015fad olsun H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y…<\/p>\n
Nicat, <\/strong><\/p>\n Zerdab.com<\/strong><\/p>\n 2016-c\u0131 il<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Z\u0259rdab – do\u011fma yurdum. Bilir\u0259m, bir yetirm\u0259n olaraq s\u0259nin haqq\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Daha yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259r, insanlar\u0131na daha f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 faydal\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdim. Amma bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m budur – \u0259limd\u0259n yaz\u0131 yazmaqdan, “c\u0131zmaqara” el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lmir. Tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, s\u0259nd\u0259n 230 kilometr uzaqda – Bak\u0131da ya\u015famal\u0131, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259li oldum. Yeniyetm\u0259lik ill\u0259rimd\u0259 Bak\u0131da ya\u015famaq m\u0259nim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-23683","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-zrdab"},"yoast_head":"\n