Ramazan bayram\u0131n\u0131 sevir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ay\u0131d\u0131r, payla\u015fmaq ay\u0131d\u0131r. Olan olmayana yard\u0131m edir, k\u00fcs\u00fcl\u00fcl\u0259r bar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ham\u0131 sanki bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 il\u0259 – yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q etm\u0259k hissi il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r o bir ay\u0131.
Biz d\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259 il\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259rdik bu bayram\u0131. Ham\u0131 ata yurduna – Z\u0259rdab rayonunun A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Seyidl\u0259r k\u0259ndind\u0259ki o ev\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fard\u0131. O bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259ri h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri olard\u0131.
O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u0259y\u0259rli ed\u0259n is\u0259, doktor, s\u0259n olard\u0131n. B\u0259z\u0259n ham\u0131dan qabaq ged\u0259r, h\u0259y\u0259ti g\u0259z\u0259r, eyvanda oturub fikr\u0259 ged\u0259r, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 i\u015fin oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir az gec g\u0259l\u0259rdin. Doktorun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n kimi u\u015faql\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fc ham\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 – onu qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi.
\u00c7ox sevirdi k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 o h\u0259yat\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Palazlar sal\u0131nar, yast\u0131q-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k\u00e7\u0259 qoyulard\u0131. Dirs\u0259kl\u0259nib oturar, ham\u0131 da \u0259traf\u0131na topla\u015fard\u0131. H\u0259r\u0259 bir i\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259rdi: kimi onun sevdiyi yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n bi\u015fir\u0259r, kimi meyv\u0259 yuyar, kimi d\u0259 \u00e7ay haz\u0131rlayard\u0131. Axsam olard\u0131, \u201cM\u0259nim yerimi eyvanda, mi\u00e7\u0259tk\u0259nd\u0259 sal\u0131n\u201d- dey\u0259rdi.
S\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xar-\u00e7\u0131xmaz ham\u0131dan qabaq oyanar, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, ba\u011f\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259rdi. N\u0259 is\u0259 x\u0259yala dalard\u0131… Ke\u00e7mi\u015fimi – ata-anal\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi xat\u0131rlayar, yoxsa yeni do\u011fulacaq \u015feirinin misralar\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdi?
Bilmir\u0259m… Bildiyim t\u0259k \u015fey – o bunu h\u0259r k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 ed\u0259rdi.
Sonra s\u0259h\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131lar, samovar \u00e7ay\u0131 d\u0259ml\u0259n\u0259r, sevdiyi k\u0259nd nem\u0259tl\u0259ri (s\u00fcd, yumurta, pendir, ya\u011f) s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259rdi. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 x\u0259fif bir g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rdim. O g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259 o an onun daxil\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinin g\u00f6st\u0259ricisi idi.
Sonra qarda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 da yan\u0131na al\u0131b k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, il \u0259rzind\u0259 kim r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedibs\u0259, onun ail\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259, sonra x\u0259st\u0259 olanlar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa gedib ata anas\u0131n\u0131, qohum \u0259qr\u0259bas\u0131n\u0131, elini g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259.
Ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259timiz toy m\u0259hl\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rdi. Oca\u011f\u0131n o\u011ful-q\u0131zlar\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri, n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri, qohumlar… Ham\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n-ma\u015f\u0131n doktorun ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lard\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn k\u0259ndd\u0259 qalsayd\u0131, darvazalar gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ba\u011flanmazd\u0131. Bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, doktor ata oca\u011f\u0131na – Z\u0259rdab rayonunun A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Seyidl\u0259r k\u0259ndin\u0259 g\u0259lib, n\u0259inki \u00f6z k\u0259ndi, qon\u015fu k\u0259ndl\u0259r, h\u0259tta rayon m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdil\u0259r ziyar\u0259tin\u0259.
Bel\u0259c\u0259, o g\u00fcnl\u0259r h\u0259qiqi bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ya\u015fayard\u0131q.
B\u0259z\u0259n deyirl\u0259r, h\u0259r \u015feyi zamana burax, o h\u0259r \u015feyi h\u0259ll ed\u0259r. Zaman-zaman unudarsan a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, itkil\u0259rini. Yox, el\u0259 deyilmi\u015f. \u00c7ox sevdiyin birini itirirs\u0259n, g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n yeri daha \u00e7ox g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, daha \u00e7ox s\u0131zlad\u0131r q\u0259lbini.
Yen\u0259 bayram g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131. Bu il ikinci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, Ramazan bayram\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259nsiz ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yik. Ke\u00e7\u0259n ilin Ramazan bayram\u0131nda s\u0259ni x\u0259st\u0259xanada qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015fdik. T\u0259s\u0259llimiz var idi, \u201c\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131r\u201d deyirdik. Bu il is\u0259. Bu il is\u0259 art\u0131q s\u0259n yoxsan. Ata oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n o \u0259vv\u0259lki hay-k\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0259rib bir s\u00fckut i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259riyib gedir: o \u0259vv\u0259lki s\u0259sli- k\u00fcyl\u00fc ata oca\u011f\u0131n yetim qal\u0131b. O g\u00fcnl\u0259r, o anlar daha ya\u015fanmayacaq…
Amma m\u0259n bilir\u0259m, s\u0259n yen\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259, a\u011faclar\u0131n alt\u0131nda, ya da qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda durub g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bizi. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, doktor, amma biz g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik. M\u00fctl\u0259q g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik… S\u0259nin yeni evini ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0259nin bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini nigaran qoymamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…
Ruhun \u015fad olsun, doktor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n