Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 dostlu\u011fumda G\u00fclnar\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova adl\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rli bir pedaqoq var. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 oxuyuram. H\u0259r m\u00f6vzunu o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l analiz edir ki, ka\u015f, deyir\u0259m, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259 olanlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7ox olayd\u0131. Bir az bundan qabaq onun bir yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxudum. 11 il qabaq qurdu\u011fu ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131ndan, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lin getdiyi v\u0259 orda qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131 v\u0259 ona olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlay\u0131b q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alm\u0131sd\u0131. O an \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u00d6t\u0259n ill\u0259ri bir-bir varaqlad\u0131m.
…90 c\u0131 ild\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurdum. Tan\u0131mad\u0131g\u0131m bir rayon, bir k\u0259nd, orda ya\u015fayan insanlar… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0259nim \u00fcc\u00fcn f\u0259rqli bir h\u0259yat.\nM\u0259n orda ya\u015famaq zorundayd\u0131m. \u018fvv\u0259l el\u0259 bilirdim, yay t\u0259tilini ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.\nQay\u0131dacam. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f d\u0259rk etdim ki, yox, bu bir reall\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259n bura h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik\ng\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 o idi ki, o h\u0259yat\u0131 m\u0259n se\u00e7mi\u015fdim. Humanistliyimmi deyim, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259timmi\ndeyim, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131mm\u0131 deyim – bilmir\u0259m. Yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259yinat\u0131n\u0131 Da\u011f\u0131stana vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.\nO, o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 AP\u0130, indiki Pedaqoji Universiteti bitirmi\u015fdi. C\u0259mi iki t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin\nad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdil\u0259r ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259. Onun biri d\u0259 m\u0259nim yolda\u015f\u0131m idi. M\u00fcst\u0259qil h\u0259yata\nyeni at\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131, arzular\u0131 var idi. T\u0259yinat d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurduqdan sonra V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259\nd\u00f6n\u00fcb elmi i\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259siydi. B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n vur\u011funu idi.\nQoymad\u0131lar. V\u0259 bu, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr \u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyimiz bir\nS\u018fHV idi.
\nN\u0259 is\u0259… Bu bir h\u0259yatd\u0131r.
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck auditoriyadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, dalan bir rayon, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, qaz\u0131, suyu\nolmayan bir k\u0259nd v\u0259 \u015f\u0259raiti olmayan bir ev… El\u0259 bilirdim yuxudayam. Ay\u0131lacam\nv\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m ki, bu bir kabusdu … Amma t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf…yuxu deyildi, gerc\u0259k idi.
\nN\u0259 is\u0259… m\u0259n taleyiml\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yolda\u015f\u0131m \u0259vv\u0259l\nqon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimliy\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra m\u0259n qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t evind\u0259\nmetodist kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u018fziyy\u0259tli g\u00fcnl\u0259rim ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qay\u0131nanam v\u0259\nqay\u0131natam ya\u015fl\u0131 insanlar idi. Onlara da k\u00f6m\u0259k laz\u0131m idi. 4 il kitablar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259\nyuxuya ged\u0259n biri… \u0130ndi is\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ail\u0259 y\u00fck\u00fc, d\u00f6vl\u0259t i\u015fi… \u00d6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7oxu\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lin getmi\u015fdim. Amma onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b\n\u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutmu\u015fdular. Y\u0259ni k\u0259ndd\u0259 birinci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li qohum say\u0131lan he\u00e7 kims\u0259 yox\nidi. B\u0259zi i\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik qay\u0131nanam k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. Amma o da x\u0259st\u0259 idi.
\nAylar ill\u0259ri qovdu, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u018fziyy\u0259tli\ng\u00fcnl\u0259rim daha da artd\u0131. Su yox idi. K\u0259ndd\u0259n xeyli aral\u0131 K\u00fcr cay\u0131 ax\u0131rd\u0131. Suyu\nvedr\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ordan g\u0259tirm\u0259k zorundayd\u0131m. \u201cYolaq\u201d deyil\u0259n yer var idi. Ora d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259\nqorxurdum: Aya\u011f\u0131m s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, suya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259skdim. G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim hans\u0131sa bir qad\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259,\nvedr\u0259l\u0259ri doldura. Bax, onda R\u0259x\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bac\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131, Samir\u0259ni, H\u00fcsniyy\u0259ni,\nAynuru, F\u0259xriyy\u0259ni, Nahid\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 xilaskar, do\u011fma bilirdim. B\u0259z\u0259n onlar yolda\nvedr\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdil\u0259r. (Onlar suyu s\u0259h\u0259ngd\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131lar).
\nX\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 Dursun xala g\u0259lib x\u0259mirimi yo\u011furard\u0131. K\u0259ndin\nq\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u0259lib u\u015faqlar\u0131 geyindir\u0259r, evl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b ged\u0259rdil\u0259r. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim\nd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 evd\u0259 olmazd\u0131. Onda Nahib\u0259 bac\u0131m q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rdi yan\u0131ma.\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131 da nasaz olanda qaynanas\u0131 Sona n\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lib qalard\u0131 yan\u0131mda. Bir S\u0259di\nbabam vard\u0131, tez -tez g\u0259lib ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi, \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131n olsa, de\u201d, –\ndey\u0131rdi. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rdin bir araba t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259z y\u0131\u011f\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259rdi. Dey\u0259rdi, q\u0131z\u0131m, y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m\nki, s\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131\u015fa t\u0259dar\u00fck g\u00f6r.
\nTibb bac\u0131s\u0131 var idi – r\u0259hm\u0259tlik G\u00fclbuta, sanki \u0259n do\u011fmam idi.\n\u00dcr\u0259yim dolanda onunla d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdim. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131danda, Tamara bac\u0131m vard\u0131,\nyolda\u015f\u0131 Seyid\u0259mir m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259, yolda\u015f\u0131m bir m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u0259rdim bir\nba\u011flama haz\u0131rlay\u0131b. Deyirdi bu meyv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sizd\u0259 yoxdur. O\u011flu Elnura, ya da El\u015f\u0259n\u0259\nverib g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rdi. Evd\u0259 baxard\u0131m. T\u0259r\u0259v\u0259zl\u0259r, s\u00fcd m\u0259hsullar\u0131… K\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259rdim. El\u0259\nbil ana pay\u0131 idi. Bir Yusif baba var idi, qay\u0131natam\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 o\u011flu idi. Tez-tez\ng\u0259l\u0259r, \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n n\u00fcbar pay g\u0259tir\u0259r, dey\u0259rdi, q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n\nbiris\u0259n.
\nBir ne\u00e7\u0259 il sonra yolda\u015f\u0131m, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259ndin m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259\ndirektor t\u0259yin edildi. Bizim m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t evi d\u0259 ba\u011fland\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 o m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ,,U\u015faq\nbirliyi r\u0259hb\u0259ri” kimi i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. O k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o ill\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259\nham\u0131yla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m; toy ed\u0259nin toyunda i\u015ftirak etdim, x\u0259st\u0259si\nolan\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259sini ziyar\u0259t etdim.
\nO\u011flunun n\u0259\u015fini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n anayla s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r oturub d\u0259rdin\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli\nolmaq ist\u0259dim. \u018fsg\u0259r ged\u0259n balalar\u0131 yola salma\u011fa getdim. Q\u0131zlar\u0131n sirr yeri, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\nyeri oldum. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259ydi ki, m\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n ayr\u0131landa \u00e7oxlar\u0131na pis t\u0259sir\netdi. Yusif baba: \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, k\u0259nd\u0259 qay\u0131t, s\u0259nsiz bu k\u0259ndin yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gedib\u201d- dey\u0259\nh\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. M\u0259dud baba: \u201cS\u0259n getdin, bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l iz qoydun\ngetdin.S\u0259n unudulmayasan dey\u0259, n\u0259v\u0259m\u0259 s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 verdim, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259. (O k\u0259ndd\u0259\nham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cm\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259\u201d dey\u0259 xitab edirdi).
\n…Toyuqlar\u0131m\u0131z x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131m balaca idi. K\u00f6nl\u00fc\ntoyuq \u0259ti ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Durasan day\u0131 bunu bilmi\u015fdi. Gedib bir xoruz\ntutub g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi…
\nG\u00fcl\u0259r xala nehr\u0259ni qoyard\u0131, ayran\u0131 vedr\u0259y\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcb i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259 bir\n\u201cgil\u0259” ya\u011f qoyub qon\u015fulara ver\u0259rdi….
\n30 ildi o k\u0259ndin g\u0259liniy\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131yam, bac\u0131s\u0131yam, do\u011fmas\u0131yam. H\u0259r\nil dem\u0259k olar yay t\u0259tilini tam, bayramlarda is\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fck gedir\u0259m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sanki \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259n rahat hiss edir\u0259m. Yen\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri, qocalar\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edir\u0259m. Yen\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015ftirak edir\u0259m. Bil\u0259nd\u0259, hans\u0131sa u\u015faq anas\u0131n\u0131 itirib, tan\u0131masam bel\u0259, o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ziyar\u0259t edib, ba\u015f\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib sevindirm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 borc bilir\u0259m.
Bu il d\u0259 getdim o k\u0259nd\u0259. Amma incidim. M\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm k\u0259nd deyil art\u0131q. \u0130nki\u015faf var. \u00c7ox sevindim. Qaz var, i\u015f\u0131q var, su var. \u018fks\u0259riyy\u0259t evl\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 tikilib. M\u00fcasir standardlara uy\u011fun. Yollara asfalt d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nib, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131lma sistemi, zibil qutular\u0131 v\u0259 yeni m\u0259kt\u0259b….
H\u0259r \u015fey var. Amma m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcb. Amma bu g\u00fcn S\u0259di babalar yoxdu v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 o \u00fcr\u0259yini d\u0259 apard\u0131. Art\u0131q o t\u0259r\u0259v\u0259zl\u0259ri pula sat\u0131rlar.
O G\u00fcl\u0259r xala da yoxdu. Onlardan sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sil n\u0259inki ya\u011f\u0131, h\u0259tta \u015foru da pula sat\u0131r. Anlad\u0131m ki, orda ya\u015fayas\u0131 olsam, yen\u0259 gec\u0259 t\u0259k qalas\u0131 olsam, art\u0131q Sona n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 olmayacaq …Anlad\u0131m ki, qon\u015fu haqq\u0131 deyil\u0259n bir m\u0259fhum var v\u0259 art\u0131q o k\u0259ndd\u0259 o da yoxa \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir. H\u0259r \u015fey var, amma, HEC B\u0130R \u015eEY YOXDUR!!!
ANLAYIRAM: k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar da onunla dolanmaq ist\u0259yir. Amma qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259ni d\u0259 insafla m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259r k\u0259s z\u0259ngin deyil. H\u0259r \u015feyi qazanmaq olar. Q\u0131r\u0131lan q\u0259lbl\u0259ri is\u0259…
\u018fSAS OLAN – \u0130NSANLI\u011eIMIZI \u0130T\u0130RM\u018fY\u018fK, ke\u00e7mi\u015fimiz\u0259 yadla\u015fmayaq, \u00e7\u00fcnki o k\u0259ndin bir ke\u00e7mi\u015fi var, k\u00f6k\u00fc var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ayt\u0259n M\u0259mm\u0259dova<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 dostlu\u011fumda G\u00fclnar\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dova adl\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rli bir pedaqoq var. Yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 oxuyuram. H\u0259r m\u00f6vzunu o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l analiz edir ki, ka\u015f, deyir\u0259m, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259 olanlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7ox olayd\u0131. Bir az bundan qabaq onun bir yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxudum. 11 il qabaq qurdu\u011fu ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131ndan, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lin getdiyi v\u0259 orda qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131 v\u0259 ona olan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63,5],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-27430","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-manset","7":"category-knd"},"yoast_head":"\n