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<\/a>G\u0259minin bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k, K\u00fcr sahill\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 baxan akademik B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131ram. O, sanki bahar buludu kimi dolub. Dindirs\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qan-ya\u015f \u0259l\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onu \u015firin x\u0259yaldan ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131q edir\u0259m.\n– B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, nec\u0259dir? Xo\u015funuza g\u0259lirmi?
\n– M\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu sahill\u0259rd\u0259 qal\u0131b. 75 ild\u0259n sonra u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 axtar\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
– U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 tapma\u011fa \u00fcmidiniz varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
– Var, el\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn 75 ilini bu \u00fcmidl\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
– K\u00fcr sahill\u0259ri uzaq deyil ki. B\u0259s n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n sora\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 do\u011fma yerl\u0259r\u0259 bel\u0259 gec g\u0259lmisiniz?<\/p>\n
– Biz burdan getm\u0259mi\u015fdik, bizi m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00d6zg\u0259 d\u00f6vr idi. Anam\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 indi d\u0259 unuda bilmir\u0259m. G\u0259mi sahild\u0259n ayr\u0131landa o g\u00fcnl\u0259ri yenid\u0259n ya\u015fad\u0131m. Sanki can\u0131ma bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Do\u011fma el-obadan, yurd-yuvadan ayr\u0131lmaq nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin imi\u015f. Bunu q\u0259rib\u00e7ilik \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r bil\u0259r. \u0130st\u0259r \u015fah ol, ist\u0259rs\u0259 n\u00f6k\u0259r, f\u0259rqi yoxdur. H\u0259r qu\u015fa \u00f6z yuvas\u0131 do\u011fmad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
– B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, dem\u0259li sizin ail\u0259niz d\u0259 30-cu ill\u0259rin \u0259zab-\u0259ziyy\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcb, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n
– \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259zab-\u0259ziyy\u0259t el\u0259 yurd-yuvadan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k deyilmi? \u015eura h\u00f6kum\u0259ti qurulanda anam\u0131n h\u0259r iki babas\u0131n\u0131: Novruz\u0259li b\u0259yi v\u0259 \u018fli b\u0259yi h\u0259bs edib g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259dil\u0259r. Ana babam \u018flabbas b\u0259y M\u0259likov \u018flv\u0259ndd\u0259n s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olundu. H\u0259r g\u00fcn incidil\u0259n, t\u0259qib olunan ail\u0259miz Z\u0259rdabdan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa, k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur oldu.<\/p>\n
– Ax\u0131 Z\u0259rdab uzaqda deyildi.<\/p>\n
– Do\u011frudur, q\u0259lb inciy\u0259nd\u0259, \u00fcz d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olur. M\u0259n d\u0259, anam da, \u0259zizl\u0259rim d\u0259 yurd sevgisini, Z\u0259rdab\u0131, K\u00fcr sahill\u0259rinin h\u0259sr\u0259tini q\u0259lbimizd\u0259 ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. El\u0259 z\u0259nn etmi\u015f\u0259m ki, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qoyub getdiyim bu yerl\u0259r\u0259 bir d\u0259 qay\u0131tsam \u00fcr\u0259yim par\u00e7alanar, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n
– B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, bizim ail\u0259 d\u0259 siz ya\u015fayanlar\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131b. Anam iki k\u00f6rp\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 olub. Ana qarda\u015f\u0131m \u018fyyubu m\u0259n 70 ild\u0259n sonra axtar\u0131b tapm\u0131\u015fam. Qazax\u0131standad\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u0259l ail\u0259si, \u00f6vladlar\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri var. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam da onu V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Deyir o yerl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m qal\u0131b. Bir d\u0259 o a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131-ac\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
– Bax, el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 do\u011fma yurda g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ancaq birc\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b bu yerl\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 ki, 75 ild\u0259 bizi yada sal\u0131b bu torpa\u011fa d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 olmay\u0131b. Bir daha Z\u0259rdab\u0131n icra ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 L\u00fctv\u0259li m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m ki, m\u0259hz onun say\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fma ocaqda, do\u011fma sahill\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
– Z\u0259rdabi yurdu repressiya ill\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7ox qurbanlar verib. Sonralar onlar\u0131n s\u0259s-sora\u011f\u0131 Sibir \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rind\u0259n, Qazax\u0131stan s\u0259hralar\u0131ndan, Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z\u0131stan d\u00fcz\u0259nlikl\u0259rd\u0259n, Arxangelsk buzlaqlar\u0131ndan g\u0259lib. S\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fck \u0259zab\u0131na d\u00fc\u00e7ar olmu\u015f z\u0259rdabl\u0131 P\u0259nah ki\u015fi kimi. B\u0131\u00e7aq\u00e7\u0131dan S\u0259m\u0259d m\u00fc\u0259llim o r\u0259hm\u0259tliyi axtar\u0131b tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259ktubla\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar da. Bir g\u00fcn S\u0259m\u0259d m\u00fc\u0259llim P\u0259nah ki\u015fiy\u0259 C\u0259f\u0259r X\u0259ndan\u0131n “Ola bilm\u0259z” r\u0259difli q\u0259z\u0259lini g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.
\n“Yurdsuz yuvas\u0131z \u015fairim, insan ola bilm\u0259z,
\n\u0130nsan \u00f6z \u0259ziz yurdunda mehman ola bilm\u0259z…”
\nAz ke\u00e7mir ki, P\u0259nah ki\u015fi q\u0259lbind\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tini ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 do\u011fma Z\u0259rdab ell\u0259rin\u0259 bel\u0259 bir q\u0259z\u0259l \u00fcnvanlay\u0131r:
\nH\u0259r yaranm\u0131\u015f \u00f6z \u0259ziz yurduna mehman olacaqd\u0131r,
\nKe\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259n o k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n xaliqi-s\u00fcbhan olacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Kims\u0259 ki, s\u0259br eliy\u0259r yoxsullu\u011fun at\u0259\u015fin\u0259,
\n\u015e\u00fcbh\u0259 yox behi\u015ft, ona M\u0259kk\u0259 d\u0259 asan olacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Var behi\u015ft haqd\u0131r, o xaliq ki, bizi x\u0259lq el\u0259yib,
\nBuna \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 eliy\u0259n ax\u0131rda pe\u015fman olacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259mgin olma ki, P\u0259nah, V\u0259t\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t olub,
\n\u0130n\u015fallah, yen\u0259 d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan olacaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n
– G\u00f6z\u0259l yaz\u0131b, y\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m, insan\u0131 arzu, \u00fcmid ya\u015fad\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 75 il bu arzuyla ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n
– \u0130ndi arzunuza \u00e7atm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259sr\u0259tiniz\u0259 son qoyulacaqm\u0131?<\/p>\n
– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. Ancaq u\u015faql\u0131qda q\u0259lbim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n o l\u0259k\u0259 silin\u0259si deyil. \u00d6l\u00fcnc\u0259 m\u0259ni m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k. Ancaq ata oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 abad, insanlar\u0131 bel\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt, K\u00fcr sahill\u0259rini bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u00fcr\u0259yim toxtaql\u0131q tapd\u0131.
\nZ\u0259rdabi yurduna 75 ild\u0259n sonra g\u0259lm\u0259yiml\u0259 sanki \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Hiss edir\u0259m ki, indi anam\u0131n ruhu \u015fadd\u0131r, onun da intizar\u0131na son qoyulub. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu h\u0259sr\u0259t olmasayd\u0131, anam da \u00e7ox \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259rdi. N\u0259 etm\u0259li, bu da bir tale yaz\u0131s\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
– B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ke\u015fm\u0259ke\u015fl\u0259r Z\u0259rdabi\u00a0 n\u0259slind\u0259n oldu\u011funuza g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdimi? Ax\u0131 o vaxtlar Z\u0259rdabi n\u0259slind\u0259n olan insanlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259t he\u00e7 d\u0259 birm\u0259nal\u0131 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
– El\u0259dir, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir \u00e7ox m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rdiyi kimi, n\u0259slind\u0259n olanlar da \u00e7ox \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r. Ancaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, haqq\u0131n-\u0259dal\u0259tin z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7ala\u00e7a\u011f\u0131na inanm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n
– Sizin Z\u0259rdabi yurdunda nec\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131za sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq qibt\u0259 edirdim. Bu torpa\u011f\u0131n insanlar\u0131 Z\u0259rdab\u0131n yetirm\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 f\u0259xr edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
– M\u0259n d\u0259 z\u0259rdabl\u0131larla f\u0259xr edir\u0259m. Z\u0259rdabi yurdunun g\u0259ncl\u0259rinin \u00e7ox parlaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi var.<\/p>\n
– Z\u0259rdabl\u0131lar\u0131n g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131 nec\u0259, sizi qane edirmi?<\/p>\n
– V\u0259ziyy\u0259t yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, inan\u0131ram ki, bundan da yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, yax\u0131n zamanlarda Z\u0259rdab \u00f6lk\u0259mizin \u0259n inki\u015faf etmi\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri olacaq.<\/p>\n
– B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, yen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259timin \u0259vv\u0259lin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram. K\u00fcr sahilind\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 tapd\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/p>\n
– Tapd\u0131m, el\u0259 indic\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yenid\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
– Ud a\u011fac\u0131 deyil\u0259n bir a\u011fac var. \u018fsas\u0259n isti \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 olur. Onun balaca budaqlar\u0131ndan q\u0131raraq d\u0259st\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131r v\u0259 xeyird\u0259-\u015f\u0259rd\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131rlar ki, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259tir versin. A\u011fac i\u00e7d\u0259n yan\u0131r, odu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. \u00d6z\u00fc i\u00e7d\u0259n yan\u0131r, lakin t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 xo\u015f ovqat b\u0259x\u015f edir. Ola bilm\u0259z ki, 75 il h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f insan ud a\u011fac\u0131 kimi i\u00e7d\u0259n yanmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
– El\u0259dir. O yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 K\u00fcr d\u0259 soyuda bilm\u0259z. Ancaq yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m. V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259ldim, imana g\u0259ldim. Bundan sonra \u0259min\u0259m ki, Z\u0259rdabi yurduna, ata-baba oca\u011f\u0131ma tez-tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Qeyd: Bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131 akademik B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi A\u011fayevi sabirabadl\u0131 kimi tan\u0131y\u0131r. Onun u\u015faql\u0131q, m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259ri, tibb institutunda oxudu\u011fu v\u0259 ilk \u0259m\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti bu do\u011fma diyarla ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sabirabadl\u0131 hesab edir. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 o, Z\u0259rdab rayonun \u018flv\u0259nd k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Valideyinl\u0259ri, \u0259cdadlar\u0131 da Z\u0259rdabdan, m\u0259\u015fhur M\u0259likovlar n\u0259slind\u0259ndir. H\u0259m ana babas\u0131 Novruz\u0259li b\u0259y M\u0259likov, h\u0259m d\u0259 ata babas\u0131 B\u00f6y\u00fck b\u0259y M\u0259likov H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y Z\u0259rdabi il\u0259 eyni k\u00f6kd\u0259n olub, qohumdurlar. Anadan olanda babas\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ona B\u00f6y\u00fckb\u0259y ad\u0131 veribl\u0259r. Ancaq ke\u00e7\u0259n \u0259srin 20-30-cu ill\u0259rinin onlar\u0131n ail\u0259sin\u0259, qohumlar\u0131na g\u0259tirdiyi m\u0259hrumiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin, represiya, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fanan qorxusu n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 atas\u0131 A\u011faki\u015fi “b\u0259y” s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7araq s\u0259n\u0259dd\u0259 B\u00f6y\u00fckb\u0259y ad\u0131n\u0131 B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi, “M\u0259likov” soyad\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 A\u011fayev yaz\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa m\u0259cbur olmu\u015fdur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Polkovnik Abdulla Qurbaninin akademik B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi A\u011fayevl\u0259 Z\u0259rdab rayonunda s\u00f6hb\u0259ti G\u0259minin bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k, K\u00fcr sahill\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 baxan akademik B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131ram. O, sanki bahar buludu kimi dolub. Dindirs\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qan-ya\u015f \u0259l\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onu \u015firin x\u0259yaldan ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131q edir\u0259m. – B\u00f6y\u00fckki\u015fi m\u00fc\u0259llim, nec\u0259dir? Xo\u015funuza g\u0259lirmi? – M\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu sahill\u0259rd\u0259 qal\u0131b. 75 ild\u0259n sonra u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-482","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-musahib-zrdab-hsn-by-zrdabi-mrkzi-aran"},"yoast_head":"\n