{"id":7064,"date":"2013-02-06T15:55:47","date_gmt":"2013-02-06T11:55:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=7064"},"modified":"2023-10-10T19:30:18","modified_gmt":"2023-10-10T15:30:18","slug":"jal%c9%99-%c9%99liyeva-uzumu-d%c9%99d%c9%99-babamin-doguldugu-torpaga-z%c9%99rdaba-tutdum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=7064","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259d\u0259-babam\u0131n do\u011fuldu\u011fu torpa\u011fa &#8211; Z\u0259rdaba tutdum&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Dosye: \u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, Jal\u0259 \u018fliyeva Milli M\u0259clisin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131m\u0131d\u0131r. M\u00fcsb\u0259t auras\u0131 olan bu xan\u0131m g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz v\u0259 m\u00fclayimliyi il\u0259 dig\u0259r mill\u0259t v\u0259kill\u0259rimizd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. Jal\u0259 xan\u0131mla s\u00f6hb\u0259timz, tam qad\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti oldu. Q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 eyni ya\u015fda oldu\u011fum bu qad\u0131nla s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131mla etdiyim s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r kimi maraql\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li idi. Mill\u0259t v\u0259kili olan bu xan\u0131m mill\u0259t\u0259\u00a0n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0v\u0259killik ed\u0259 bilir? S\u00f6hb\u0259timizl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olub, bu suala \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz cavab tap\u0131n!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u00f6z\u0259lliyim\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u0131 itirilmi\u015f vaxt hesab edir\u0259m\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u00c7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 bax\u0131ml\u0131 xan\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z. Y\u0259qin, mill\u0259t v\u0259kili olaraq, i\u015fl\u0259riniz \u00e7ox olur. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu i\u015fl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 qulluq etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ay\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259nziml\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ba\u011fl\u0131 olaraq, d\u0259qiq bir statistik r\u0259q\u0259m dey\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. C\u0259miyy\u0259t aras\u0131ndayamsa, insanlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011famsa, m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00f6z xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 fikir verm\u0259lis\u0259n. Bunu subyektiv fikir kimi qar\u015f\u0131lamas\u0131nlar. El\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259sinl\u0259r ki, ba\u015fqa i\u015fim-g\u00fcc\u00fcm yoxdur. M\u0259n dem\u0259zdim ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn buna vaxt ay\u0131r\u0131ram. Amma t\u0259dbirl\u0259r, iclaslar olanda, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n insanlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn xarici g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259nziml\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir saat vaxt ay\u0131r\u0131ram. Etiraf edim ki, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyim\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u0131 itirilmi\u015f vaxt hesab edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Niy\u0259..?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259z\u0259n r\u0259smiyy\u0259td\u0259n yoruluram. Evd\u0259ki makiyajs\u0131z, rahat geyimd\u0259 olma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Y\u0259ni Jal\u0259 \u018fliyeva g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi qlamur xan\u0131m deyil?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259li, m\u0259n qlamur deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Qad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti saatlarla g\u00f6z\u0259llik salonunda olma\u011f\u0131, al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etm\u0259yi sevirl\u0259r&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Qad\u0131n psixologiyas\u0131 bel\u0259dir, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u0259\u015fyalardan doymur. Ara\u015fd\u0131rmalar apar\u0131l\u0131b v\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nilib ki, qad\u0131nlar \u0259n \u00e7ox dar\u0131xanda, narahatl\u0131q hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f\u0259 gedirl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etm\u0259yi sevir\u0259m. \u0130\u015fim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 buna \u00e7ox da vaxt\u0131m olmur. Amma al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f sevimli i\u015fdir, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tirir. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, bizim xan\u0131mlar xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259narda al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etm\u0259yi sevirl\u0259r. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u0259ksin\u0259, xarici \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etm\u0259yi sevmir\u0259m. Demir\u0259m ki, ma\u011fazalara girmir\u0259m. Amma m\u0259qs\u0259dim n\u0259s\u0259 almaq olmur. \u00c7\u00fcnki rahat ola bilmir\u0259m. Rahat al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 vaxt laz\u0131md\u0131r. Xaricd\u0259 olanda vaxt\u0131m\u0131 ma\u011fazalarda itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015fil\u0259rimi Bak\u0131da edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Kimin z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u0259 etibar edirsiniz? Al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczl\u0259 apar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; U\u015faql\u0131qdan, g\u0259ncliyim d\u0259 daxil olmaqla, h\u0259tta son ill\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r anam\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox etibar etmi\u015f\u0259m. Anam \u00e7ox z\u00f6vql\u00fc qad\u0131nd\u0131r. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 anam he\u00e7 d\u0259bd\u0259 olmayan geyiml\u0259ri icad edib, tikdirib, geyinirdi. Bu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131. Amma 6 ay, 1 il ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn ki, bu d\u0259b Bak\u0131ya da g\u0259lib. Ona yax\u0131n insan oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259bul etmi\u015f\u0259m ki, o, avanqard d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li insand\u0131r v\u0259 uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259ndir. Art\u0131q onun o ya\u015f\u0131 deyil ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 ma\u011fazalar\u0131 g\u0259zsin. He\u00e7 h\u0259v\u0259si d\u0259 yoxdur. \u0130ndi se\u00e7iml\u0259rimiz aras\u0131nda ziddiyy\u0259tl\u0259r d\u0259 yaran\u0131b. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 son d\u00f6vrl\u0259rd\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f\u0259 t\u0259k gedir\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131mla m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m. Amma m\u0259nim bug\u00fcnk\u00fc statusum, se\u00e7iml\u0259rim onlar\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fc il\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Bilirsiniz, c\u0259miyy\u0259t i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259z\u0259n q\u0259lbimin ist\u0259diyi kimi deyil, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim g\u0259r\u0259k\u0259n kimi geyinir\u0259m. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, &#8220;palaza b\u00fcr\u00fcn, ell\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> Dediniz ki, geyimim, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yim g\u0259r\u0259k\u0259n kimidir. B\u0259s, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinizd\u0259, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rinizd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Mevlana deyir ki, &#8220;Ya oldu\u011fun kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn, ya da g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi ol&#8221;. Allah\u0131ma \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edir\u0259m ki, ill\u0259r m\u0259ni d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib. Bunu m\u0259nim dem\u0259yim, qeyri-t\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131q olar. Amma bunu ba\u015fqalar\u0131 deyir. Yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada deyirl\u0259r, pis m\u0259nada deyirl\u0259r, onu bilir\u0259m. U\u015faql\u0131q dostlar\u0131m, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rim, qohumlar\u0131m da deyirl\u0259r ki, s\u0259ni nec\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131qsa, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 el\u0259s\u0259n. H\u0259tta deyirl\u0259r ki, u\u015faql\u0131qda tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kimis\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 daxilimd\u0259 o u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss edir\u0259m. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, ya\u015fa dolduqca insan\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri, d\u00fcnyaya bax\u0131\u015f\u0131, h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlarla yana\u015f\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, naturam\u0131 itirm\u0259yim. Xisl\u0259timd\u0259 daha \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 ya pis t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rin oldu\u011funu dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Jal\u0259 xan\u0131m, dediniz ki, daxilimd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss edir\u0259m. B\u0259s, bu ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda he\u00e7 u\u015faql\u0131q edirsiniz?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u0259n he\u00e7 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mda da u\u015faql\u0131q etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Anam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259dim ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar kimi evd\u0259 bir ziyankarl\u0131q ed\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259yis\u0259 q\u0131rasan, yand\u0131rasan, da\u011f\u0131dasan. Evin yegan\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq, he\u00e7 n\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bilirsiniz, m\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259rin c\u0259miyy\u0259tini \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 bu, u\u015faql\u0131qd\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r, bir m\u0259clisd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d insanlarla yana\u015f\u0131 u\u015faqlar da varsa, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda tap\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 var?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; 22.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Sizin evinizd\u0259 f\u0259rqli n\u0259sill\u0259rin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si olan \u00fc\u00e7 qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131r. Nec\u0259 yola gedirsiniz? \u00c7\u0259tin deyil ki..?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 baxanda ciddi probleml\u0259rimiz olur. N\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 baxmaq m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si problem olur. Zarafat bir yana, bir-birimizin fikirl\u0259ri il\u0259 hesabla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t normal olur. Yaln\u0131z \u00f6z ail\u0259mizi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmuram, b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259r bir \u00fczv\u00fcn fikri \u00e7ox \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tlidir v\u0259 ona h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. \u018fsla \u00f6z fikrini dikt\u0259 etm\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n, ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. Bu, ki\u015fiy\u0259 d\u0259, qad\u0131na da, anaya da, qaynanaya da aiddir. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, n\u0259sill\u0259r aras\u0131ndak\u0131 f\u0259rq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir. \u018fn az\u0131ndan, z\u00f6vqd\u0259, televiziya verili\u015fl\u0259rinin se\u00e7imind\u0259, verili\u015fl\u0259rin s\u0259sinin yuxar\u0131 v\u0259 ya a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 tutulmas\u0131nda v\u0259 sair&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cM\u0259nim ail\u0259md\u0259 ki\u015fi obraz\u0131 yoxdur\u201d\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131zda bo\u015fluq hiss edirsiniz?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259mimi deyim ki, bo\u015fluqlar haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131m yoxdur. Allah he\u00e7 bir insan\u0131 yaradark\u0259n, tam yaratm\u0131r v\u0259 ona he\u00e7 n\u0259yi tam vermir. Ya a\u011f\u0131ldan, ya g\u00f6z\u0259llikd\u0259n, ya maddiyy\u0259td\u0259n, ya da m\u0259n\u0259viyyatdan \u0259ksiklik olur. V\u0259 yaxud da taleyi \u0259ksik olur. Allah\u0131mdan raz\u0131yam ki, m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259lia\u00e7\u0131q olub. Bu g\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131mda hans\u0131sa bo\u015fluqlar varsa v\u0259 dolmursa, bundan \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7i deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Ail\u0259nizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 sizin ail\u0259nizd\u0259 bir obraz\u0131n yoxlu\u011fu diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259nim ail\u0259md\u0259 ki\u015fi obraz\u0131 yoxdur.<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Qad\u0131nlar h\u0259r zaman yan\u0131nda g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi ki\u015finin olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirl\u0259r&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bilirsiniz, ya\u015f\u0131n el\u0259 d\u00f6vrl\u0259ri var ki, h\u0259yat\u0131nda o obraz\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011funu hiss edirs\u0259n. V\u0259 yaxud da h\u0259yat\u0131n el\u0259 anlar\u0131 olur ki, bir arxa, g\u00fccl\u00fc insan ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, s\u0259n\u0259 dayaq olsun. G\u00fcnd\u0259lik probleml\u0259rini dan\u0131\u015fasan, s\u0259nin qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ksin. Bu, normal ist\u0259kdir. Amma bunu s\u0131rf &#8220;\u0259li\u00e7\u0131raql\u0131&#8221; axtarmam\u0131\u015fam. T\u0259bii ki, qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi, ail\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyidir. Bunu m\u0259n demir\u0259m, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rimiz deyir. \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya M\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 qad\u0131nlarm\u0131z\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti\u00a0 h\u0259yat yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 itirdil\u0259r. He\u00e7 uza\u011fa getm\u0259y\u0259k, el\u0259 Qaraba\u011f M\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qad\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirdi. N\u0259 oldu, o qad\u0131nlara..? \u00d6ld\u00fcl\u0259rmi? Yox! Ya\u015fad\u0131lar. Daha da d\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131lar. \u00d6vladlar\u0131na o itkini g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259limizd\u0259 olmayan s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259k qal\u0131r\u0131q. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, bu t\u0259kliyi n\u0259 s\u0259l\u0259fl\u0259rin\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259l\u0259fl\u0259rin\u0259 hiss etdirm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cBac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259rdim\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; S\u00f6zl\u0259rinizd\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirsiniz. \u00c7oxu\u015faql\u0131 ana olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdinizmi?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bax, bunu \u00e7ox ist\u0259y\u0259rdim. M\u0259n t\u0259k olmu\u015fam, q\u0131z\u0131m t\u0259kdir. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 t\u0259kliyimi hiss etmirdim. H\u0259tta bu, xo\u015fuma g\u0259lirdi, \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck say\u0131rd\u0131m. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, onlar\u0131n yoxlu\u011funu hiss edir\u0259m. Bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n onlar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 valideynl\u0259rim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n bu g\u00fcn ev\u0259 ist\u0259diyim q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259t ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, nazlar\u0131 il\u0259 oynaya bilmir\u0259m. Ail\u0259mizd\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin indi el\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r ki, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir, onlar q\u0131z\u0131mdan da u\u015faqd\u0131rlar. Atam\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m. Anama, bibil\u0259rim\u0259, xalalar\u0131ma m\u0259n cavabdeh\u0259m. Onlar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259nim \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim \u00e7\u0259kir. H\u0259m fiziki, h\u0259m d\u0259 vaxt bax\u0131m\u0131ndan, bu y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ya bilmir\u0259m. \u00c7ox arzu edir\u0259m ki, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn Bak\u0131dan ged\u0259nd\u0259 rahat olum ki, anam\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini g\u0259tir\u0259n olacaq. Qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kilidi q\u0131r\u0131lsa, d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259n olacaq. Amma m\u0259n yoxamsa, bunu ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k ikinci \u00f6vlad yoxdur ax\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcm arxada qal\u0131r. Bax\u0131n, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>Qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7oxdur, siz d\u0259 yor\u011fun..?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.\u00a0(Jal\u0259 xan\u0131m bu sual\u0131ma Alla Puqa\u00e7ovan\u0131n \u201cTak je kak vse\u201d(&#8220;\u0422\u0430\u043a \u0436\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435&#8221;) mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyaraq, cavab verdi)<\/p>\n<p>\u041a\u0442\u043e, \u043d\u0435 \u0437\u043d\u0430\u044e, \u0440\u0430\u0441\u043f\u0443\u0441\u043a\u0430\u0435\u0442 \u0441\u043b\u0443\u0445\u0438 \u0437\u0440\u044f,<br \/>\n\u0427\u0442\u043e \u0436\u0438\u0432\u0443 \u044f \u0431\u0435\u0437 \u043f\u0435\u0447\u0430\u043b\u0438 \u0438 \u0437\u0430\u0431\u043e\u0442,<br \/>\n\u0427\u0442\u043e \u043d\u0430 \u0441\u0432\u0435\u0442\u0435 \u0432\u0441\u0435\u0445 \u0443\u0434\u0430\u0447\u043b\u0438\u0432\u0435\u0435 \u044f,<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0432\u0441\u0435\u0433\u0434\u0430, \u0438 \u0432\u043e \u0432\u0441\u0435\u043c \u043c\u043d\u0435 \u0432\u0435\u0437\u0435\u0442.<\/p>\n<p>\u0422\u0430\u043a \u0436\u0435 \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435<br \/>\n\u042f \u043f\u043e \u0437\u0435\u043c\u043b\u0435 \u0445\u043e\u0436\u0443, \u0445\u043e\u0436\u0443.<br \/>\n\u0418 \u0443 \u0441\u0443\u0434\u044c\u0431\u044b \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435, \u043a\u0430\u043a \u0432\u0441\u0435<br \/>\n\u0421\u0447\u0430\u0441\u0442\u044c\u044f \u0441\u0435\u0431\u0435 \u043f\u0440\u043e\u0448\u0443.<\/p>\n<p>Bu h\u0259yatda h\u0259r k\u0259sin m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n missiyalar\u0131 olur. Bu yolu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz se\u00e7mi\u015fik. \u018fslind\u0259, \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sas\u0131m\u0131z da yoxdur.<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 s\u0259firliyinin t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7isi&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 s\u0259firliyind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259misiniz..<\/strong>.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259li. M\u0259n Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin \u015f\u0259rq\u015f\u00fcnasl\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sini q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 diplomla bitirmi\u015f\u0259m. Qoy, bir az \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259rifl\u0259yim. Be\u015f il Lenin t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fc almi\u015fam. Atam v\u0259 anam m\u00fc\u0259llim idi. El\u0259 onlar\u0131n maa\u015f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259qa\u00fcd al\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> Pullar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 nec\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdiniz?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bir az x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdim. Qalan\u0131n\u0131 ev\u0259 verirdim. N\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 buralara g\u0259ldik?<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>S\u0259firlikd\u0259ki i\u015fl\u0259rinizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131n\u0131z..<\/strong>.<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259li. Universiteti bitirdim. El\u0259 h\u0259min il m\u0259ni universitetd\u0259 saxlad\u0131lar. Saat hesab\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259rs dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130nan\u0131n, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u0259n maraql\u0131 ill\u0259ri idi. 22 ya\u015f\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 tamam olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 auditoriyaya m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 kimi daxil olurdum. Ya\u015fca m\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck, h\u0259tta evli t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rim d\u0259 vard\u0131. \u00c7ox h\u0259y\u0259can ke\u00e7irirdim. Qorxurdum, el\u0259 sual ver\u0259rl\u0259r\u00a0 ki, cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 oturub, gec\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00e7ox oxuyurdum. Universitetd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259-i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 yeni yarad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Fondunda da \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Bu, SSR\u0130 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Fondunun Az\u0259rbaycan filial\u0131 idi. 1991-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 konsullu\u011fu yarad\u0131ld\u0131. 1992-ci ild\u0259 s\u0259firlik oldu. El\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n etibar\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i kim orada i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>N\u0259 vaxta kimi..?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Deputat olana q\u0259d\u0259r&#8230; 2005-ci il\u0259 kimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 s\u0259firliyind\u0259n i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n fikirl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259ndirilir&#8230;<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; M\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n fikirl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259ndir\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r, amma m\u0259n onlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u0259m. Birm\u0259nal\u0131 olaraq, dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, orada i\u015fl\u0259diyim 13 il \u0259rzind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir problem ya\u015fanmay\u0131b. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 dostluq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rimiz davam edir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tin q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yol&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>2015-ci ild\u0259 parlament se\u00e7kil\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bu g\u00fcn \u00e7ox ilkl\u0259r\u0259 imza atd\u0131n\u0131z. Bu sual\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ki d\u0259f\u0259 se\u00e7ilmi\u015f\u0259m. Amma daha ne\u00e7\u0259 il deputat olmaq ist\u0259diyim haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Siyas\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fiks\u0259, bu, bir-iki il \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutulmay\u0131b. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bu potensial davam ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259, do\u011fru bildiyim yolda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r add\u0131mlaya bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259ms\u0259, o zamana kimi d\u0259 siyas\u0259td\u0259 olaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> Jal\u0259 xan\u0131m, Sizi c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r narahat edirdi ki, deputat olmaq fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fcz? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, niy\u0259 deputat olmaq ist\u0259diniz?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Bizim g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimiz Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u00e7ox t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc vaxt\u0131na t\u0259sad\u00fcf edib. Biz h\u0259r g\u00fcn meydanlarda idik. BDU-nun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri bu i\u015fd\u0259 x\u00fcsusi il\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u00fcar kimi \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n, m\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n, torpaq sevgisi il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259n u\u015faq olmu\u015fam. H\u0259m bunlar, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u00f6vcud rejim i\u00e7imd\u0259 etirazlar\u0131n yaranmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b olub. M\u0259n demir\u0259m ki, meydanlarda \u00f6n s\u0131rada idim, amma h\u0259r zaman milyonlardan biri olmu\u015fam, onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 olmu\u015fam. \u00c7ox g\u0259nc oldu\u011fumdan, ail\u0259mizd\u0259 37-ci il repressiyas\u0131n\u0131n qorxusu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan siyas\u0259t\u0259 tam qo\u015fula bilmirdim. Bizim n\u0259slin \u00e7ox \u00fczv\u00fc repressiya qurban\u0131 olub, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edilib. M\u0259n mill\u0259t v\u0259kili olana q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 ail\u0259min siyas\u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli olub. Dissident olsaq da, bunu qap\u0131dan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131rd\u0131q. Bilirsiniz, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 s\u0259firliyind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. S\u0259firlik el\u0259 bir yerdir ki, olduqlar\u0131 \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn hadis\u0259l\u0259rin tam i\u00e7ind\u0259 olurlar v\u0259 eyni zamanda da xaricind\u0259&#8230; N\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyini, niy\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini v\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f ver\u0259rs\u0259, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olar, m\u0259n bunlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. Art\u0131q i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir s\u0259s q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ax\u0131, m\u0259nim d\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm var. 1998-ci il\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bu s\u00f6z\u00fc dem\u0259yin yolunun mill\u0259t v\u0259kili se\u00e7ilm\u0259k oldu\u011funu bilmirdim. Bir g\u00fcn televizorda parlamentimizin iclas\u0131na baxanda, orada hans\u0131sa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin m\u00fczakir\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asanda, q\u0259rar verdim ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 orada olmal\u0131yam, bu probleml\u0259rin h\u0259llini tapmal\u0131yam. 2000-ci ild\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, namiz\u0259dliyimi verdim. T\u0259kba\u015f\u0131ma, he\u00e7 bir maliyy\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi olmadan, partiya \u00fczv\u00fc olmadan ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Geni\u015f \u00e7evr\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131nmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259d\u0259-babam\u0131n do\u011fuldu\u011fu torpa\u011fa &#8211; hans\u0131 ki, orada bizim n\u0259sili h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rlar &#8211; Z\u0259rdaba tutdum. Z\u0259rdabda h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259l qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259t babalar\u0131m el\u0259dikl\u0259rinin, xalqa qoyub, getdiyi izl\u0259rin n\u0259tic\u0259si idi. T\u0259bii ki, bu, kifay\u0259t etm\u0259di. H\u0259l\u0259 tam haz\u0131r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn se\u00e7kil\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259\u011flub oldum.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;<strong> Kim\u0259 m\u0259\u011flub olmu\u015fdunuz?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259yyad Arana uduzmu\u015fdum. Hesab edir\u0259m ki, o, kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r layiqli namiz\u0259d idi. Bu m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259td\u0259n sonra m\u0259qs\u0259dy\u00f6nl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259rimi m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n ed\u0259r\u0259k, 2005-ci il se\u00e7kil\u0259rin\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 qalib oldum. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, 2005-ci ild\u0259ki u\u011furum, 2000-ci ild\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Anar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 uzaq qohumuq\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Milli M\u0259clisin M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t Komit\u0259sinin \u00fczv\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti sual\u0131m son d\u00f6vrl\u0259rd\u0259 bar\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lan v\u0259 birm\u0259nal\u0131 q\u0259bul olunmayan xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Anar haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r. Niy\u0259 ona qar\u015f\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259zyiql\u0259r var? Anar harada s\u0259hv edib? N\u0259dir ,onunla d\u0259rdl\u0259ri..?<\/strong><br \/>\n&#8211; Anar m\u00fc\u0259llimi u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan m\u00fc\u0259llim kimi q\u0259bul etmi\u015f\u0259m. Evimizd\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox Nazim Hikm\u0259t v\u0259 R\u0259sul Rzan\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunub. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim bilmir, R\u0259sul Rza r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc divara \u00e7evirib, a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m. Onda u\u015faq idim. Onu he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Sad\u0259c\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259rini oxum\u015fdum. Amma bir yax\u0131nl\u0131q, do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss edirdim. Onu da deyim ki, Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim uzaq qohumumuzdur. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt gedi\u015f-g\u0259li\u015fimiz olmay\u0131b. B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259 Anar\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259 dissidentlik ruhunu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Onun \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini sad\u0259c\u0259 oxumam\u0131\u015fam, sanki can\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 oxumu\u015fam. Bu g\u00fcn onun \u0259traf\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r t\u0259bii ki, m\u0259ni narahat edir. Bunlarla yana\u015f\u0131, Anar m\u00fc\u0259llimin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259dikl\u0259rim d\u0259 var. G\u0259r\u0259k, o, bu ittihamlara, h\u0259tta b\u0259zi m\u0259qamlarda ona edil\u0259n t\u0259hqirl\u0259r\u0259 cavab verm\u0259y\u0259ydi. Bu, m\u0259nim subyektiv fikrimdir. Bilirsiniz, h\u0259yat bir r\u0259ngd\u0259n ibar\u0259t deyil, c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s eyni fikri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilm\u0259z. He\u00e7 kimd\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 eyni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259ni b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. \u00d6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015fca b\u00f6y\u00fck, babalar\u0131 ya\u015fda olan adam haqq\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259tdikl\u0259ri ifad\u0259l\u0259r, onlar\u0131n boyunlar\u0131nda qalacaq. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, iki c\u0259bh\u0259nin yarad\u0131lmas\u0131na imkan verilm\u0259m\u0259li idi. Anar\u0131 sev\u0259nl\u0259r v\u0259 Anar\u0131 sevm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r bir-bir\u0259n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259ydil\u0259r. Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim is\u0259 bu i\u015fd\u0259n uzaqda durub, durdu\u011fu zirv\u0259d\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259li idi. Bir mill\u0259t h\u0259r g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, r\u0259ssam, b\u0259st\u0259kar, siyas\u0259t\u00e7i yeti\u015fdirmir. G\u0259r\u0259k, onlar\u0131n q\u0259drini bil\u0259k. V\u0259 o insanlar da qiym\u0259tl\u0259rini bilib, tutduqlar\u0131 zirv\u0259d\u0259n enm\u0259m\u0259lidirl\u0259r.<br \/>\n(Son sual\u0131m\u0131 verm\u0259s\u0259ydim, y\u0259qin ki, \u00fcr\u0259yim partlayard\u0131. Jal\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz cizgil\u0259ri o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, adamda a\u011fla g\u0259l\u0259n ilk fikir, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z, plastik \u0259m\u0259liyyat etdirib-etdirm\u0259si olur. M\u0259lum oldu ki, etdirm\u0259yib. Amma n\u0259 vaxt g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc onu narahat ets\u0259, he\u00e7 \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n \u0259m\u0259liyyat etdir\u0259r).<\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259dan B\u00fcnyadova<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Fotolar: Elxan \u018fliyev<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dosye: \u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, Jal\u0259 \u018fliyeva Milli M\u0259clisin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131m\u0131d\u0131r. M\u00fcsb\u0259t auras\u0131 olan bu xan\u0131m g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz v\u0259 m\u00fclayimliyi il\u0259 dig\u0259r mill\u0259t v\u0259kill\u0259rimizd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259nir. Jal\u0259 xan\u0131mla s\u00f6hb\u0259timz, tam qad\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti oldu. Q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 eyni ya\u015fda oldu\u011fum bu qad\u0131nla s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131mla etdiyim s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r kimi maraql\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li idi. 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