{"id":9119,"date":"2013-04-19T16:09:55","date_gmt":"2013-04-19T11:09:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9119"},"modified":"2013-04-19T19:24:18","modified_gmt":"2013-04-19T14:24:18","slug":"mu%c9%99llim%c9%99-mahirin-anasi-yoxdur-h%c9%99myerlimiz-sevil-gult%c9%99n-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9119","title":{"rendered":"\u201cM\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, Mahirin anas\u0131 yoxdur” – h\u0259myerlimiz Sevil G\u00fclt\u0259n yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Salam, Nicat! Do\u011frusu, adam sayt\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 formas\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilmir. \u018fslind\u0259 bu forma daha t\u0259kmildir. Amma ba\u015fqa saytlara ox\u015fay\u0131r. O biri forma daha \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259 idi. Oxucular\u0131m\u0131za n\u00f6vb\u0259ti\u00a0yaz\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259qdim edir\u0259m…<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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\"Sevil_G\u00fclt\u0259n\"
Sevil G\u00fclt\u0259n<\/strong><\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

\u00a0 \u00a019 il\u0259 yax\u0131n m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 k\u0259nd m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Ne\u00e7\u0259 sinf\u0259 girmi\u015f\u0259m, ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259rs demi\u015f\u0259m. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda intizaml\u0131 \u015fagird d\u0259 olub, nadinc d\u0259. Amma yadda\u015f\u0131mda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik yer alan \u00e7ox az \u015fagird olub. \u00a0Onlar h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir hadis\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259b\u0259dilik yadda\u015f\u0131ma hopublar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259rd\u0259n biri Mahir adl\u0131 bir \u015fagirddir. \u00a01985 ya da 1986 -c\u0131 il idi. Qon\u015fu k\u0259nd m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdim. Mahir 6 \u2013c\u0131 sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. Sinfin \u0259n intizams\u0131z, \u0259n t\u0259nb\u0259l, \u0259n s\u0259liq\u0259siz geyin\u0259n bir \u015fagirdi idi. \u00c7ox vaxt d\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 ya kitab\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirmirdi, ya tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q d\u0259ft\u0259rini. Dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r d\u0259rsd\u0259 onu\u00a0 danlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma faydas\u0131 olmurdu.<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259rsl\u0259rin birind\u0259 yeni s\u00f6zl\u0259ri izah etdim, l\u00f6vh\u0259y\u0259 yazd\u0131m ki, u\u015faqlar l\u00fc\u011f\u0259t d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r. Ham\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00a0t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00a0Mahird\u0259n ba\u015fqa. Yen\u0259 l\u00fc\u011f\u0259t d\u0259ft\u0259rini g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Gedib dayand\u0131m onun partas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131r\u0131b yen\u0259 danlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm onun \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259ri yaman g\u00fcnd\u0259 idi. Kir ba\u011flam\u015fd\u0131, \u00e7at \u2013\u00e7at idi. Sanki aylarla \u0259lin\u0259 su d\u0259ymirdi. \u201c S\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rini anan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcr? \u00a0Bu halda da m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259r?\u00a0 Ay\u0131b olsun s\u0259n\u0259!” \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n

Mahir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b susurdu. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fagirdl\u0259r h\u0259min anda d\u00f6n\u00fcb ona baxd\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil onun n\u0259s\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Amma Mahir dinmirdi. O biri u\u015faqlar\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259canla Mahir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxmas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi. \u018fla\u00e7\u0131 q\u0131zlardan biri \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirdi. \u0130caz\u0259 verdim.<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, Mahirin anas\u0131 yoxdur. O bir-iki il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131r\u0131b, \u00f6ld\u00fc. Atas\u0131 da Rusiyaya gedib. Mahir\u0259 v\u0259 onun iki qarda\u015f\u0131na qoca n\u0259n\u0259si bax\u0131r..\u201d<\/p>\n

N\u0259 hala d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,\u00a0 onu\u00a0 bir Allah bilir. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6n\u00fcl yaras\u0131n\u0131n qaysa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qopartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n anas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ona xat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m… \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n bir ana ruhunu incirmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

…H\u0259min d\u0259rs b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri il\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131mda ya\u015fay\u0131r. Mahirin ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 durmas\u0131, \u00a0onun kirli \u0259ll\u0259ri, u\u015faqlar\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259si… V\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn hal\u0131m.<\/p>\n

…O d\u0259rsd\u0259n sonra Mahir m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n do\u011fma bir \u015fagird oldu. Ona kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259r, pioner qalstuku al\u0131b g\u0259tirirdim. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259 dindirir, \u00fcr\u0259yini xo\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.\u00a0 D\u0259rsl\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdim.<\/p>\n

…O d\u0259rs m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir d\u0259rs oldu. O vaxtdan sonra d\u0259rs dediyim b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar\u0131n ail\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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aprel, 2013<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n