{"id":9487,"date":"2013-04-30T08:30:01","date_gmt":"2013-04-30T03:30:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9487"},"modified":"2013-04-30T00:04:01","modified_gmt":"2013-04-29T19:04:01","slug":"usaqligimiz-k%c9%99ndin-kasad-vaxtina-dusdu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9487","title":{"rendered":"U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259ndin kasad vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259ndin kasad vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Allah\u0131n meyv\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t idik. \u0130ndiki kimi suyu-seli yoxudu k\u0259ndin. A\u011fac bitir\u0259n, bar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n hardayd\u0131 ki, meyv\u0259si d\u0259 ola…<\/strong> <\/span>
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Onnan idi ki, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 gilas satan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, toy-bayram olurdu. Bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131b e\u015f\u015f\u0259yin belin\u0259 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u0259b\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yanaq gilaslar bayramda boyal\u0131 yumurta verdiyimiz sinfimizin q\u0131zlar\u0131 kimi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdil\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259. O gilaslar\u0131 sevm\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Amma o sevginin bizi o gilaslara qovu\u015fdurma\u011fa h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131… Bu \u201cv\u00fcsal d\u0259mi\u201d bizd\u0259n \u00e7ox, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 idi. Onlar da gilas satan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox v\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259-g\u00fccd\u0259 olurdular. Evd\u0259 olanda da ya pullar\u0131 olmurdu, ya da gilas alma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ri. H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259limiz \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259, \u00fcmidl\u0259rimiz pu\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xanda o gilas satan\u0131, e\u015f\u015f\u0259yini, gilas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xana kimi m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edirdik. U\u015faq bel\u0259dir, \u00f6z umuduna qald\u0131sa, tamah\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca ged\u0259c\u0259k – ayaqyal\u0131n da olsa… H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259nib \u0259ll\u0259rini s\u0259b\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyanlar, e\u015f\u015f\u0259kl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 ged\u0259r\u0259k, bundan t\u0259s\u0259lli tapanlar da olurdu. B\u0259zil\u0259rimiz is\u0259 bir az da qaba\u011fa gedib can-dild\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdik gilas satan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259… Amma bu, \u00e7ox z\u0259if t\u0259sir g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 malik olan bir gedi\u015f idi. Bununla \u201cuzaq da\u011f k\u0259ndind\u0259n\u201d \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kpulundan \u00f6tr\u00fc yol \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259n \u201c\u0259mi\u201dnin k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almaq siz\u0259 \u00e7ox da asan g\u0259lm\u0259sin. Biz g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dikc\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fc Q\u0259dim Misir mumiyalar\u0131 kimi dart\u0131la qal\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6z yox, o da yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, bu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm n\u0259y\u0259 xidm\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Amma \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc vurmurdu. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi ki, guya h\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259ri \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 bir ovucsa da gilas verib, onlar\u0131 raz\u0131 sals\u0131n. \u00d6z aram\u0131zd\u0131r, gilas vermir-vermir, daha bizim kimi yalandan da olsa, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa n\u0259 s\u00f6z… O, bununla he\u00e7 n\u0259 itirm\u0259zdi. Gilas deyildi ki, m\u00fcft\u0259 verib mayan\u0131 bat\u0131ra.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtimiz g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r biz\u0259 o unudulmaz anlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131r, o b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz l\u0259zz\u0259ti dadd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar – gilas al\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz sat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 qalmas\u0131n. Yoxsa, tamah\u0131m\u0131zdan \u015fi\u015f\u0259rdik. Qurd s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 yeriy\u0259n kimi cumurduq gilas\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259. \u00dcst\u0259lik, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qurdu \u00f6ls\u00fcn dey\u0259 gilas\u0131 \u00e7\u0259yird\u0259kli yeyirdik. Amma bu unudulmaz finala g\u0259lib \u00e7at\u0131nca s\u0259bir v\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n imtahan verm\u0259li olurduq. Onda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn, gilas satan s\u0259b\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qollu t\u0259r\u0259zini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, ipl\u0259rinin dola\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r. T\u0259r\u0259zinin qulpundan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131r\u0131r, d\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Biz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 i\u015fin bu haz\u0131rl\u0131q m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259si o q\u0259d\u0259r uzun \u00e7\u0259kirdi ki, gilas satan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri \u0259n x\u0131rda t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131za h\u0259kk olunurdu. Art\u0131q bilirdik ki, o, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259, t\u0259r\u0259zinin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini tarazla\u015fd\u0131racaq. Bundan \u00f6tr\u00fc t\u0259r\u0259zinin y\u00fcng\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n – x\u0131rda da\u015fdan, k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259n, yerd\u0259n tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259rik d\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n, a\u011fac q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, d\u0259mir puldan atacaq. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra \u00e7\u0259ki da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259zinin p\u0259rs\u0259ng olan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub, o biri tay\u0131na gilas y\u0131\u011facaq. Bunun ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilirdik \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n. Q\u0259rib\u0259 idi ki, o qollu t\u0259r\u0259zinin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri he\u00e7 vaxt taraz olmurdu, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 p\u0259rs\u0259ngl\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lirdi. O p\u0259rs\u0259ngl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni idi. El\u0259 bilirdik, gilasa do\u011fru ged\u0259n yolumuzun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259n, o l\u0259zz\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 l\u0259ngid\u0259n m\u0259hz p\u0259rs\u0259ngdir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259zini d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259n\u0259 kimi ke\u00e7\u0259n vaxt b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 gedib-qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r uzun g\u0259lirdi biz\u0259…<\/p>\n

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Gilasdan sonra, he\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz, cazib\u0259darl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 ikinci yeri \u015fan bal\u0131 tuturdu. Bu, \u00e7ox nadir hallarda ba\u015f verirdi. M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin ortas\u0131ndaca siniy\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bal\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda halay vurub oturur, barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bala bat\u0131r\u0131b yalay\u0131rd\u0131q. Kim f\u0259ndgir t\u0259rp\u0259nib, \u0259l-ayaq el\u0259yib \u015fan q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bilirdis\u0259, o \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015fan\u0131n bal\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fcrd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra yerd\u0259 qalan\u0131ndan saqq\u0131z d\u00fcz\u0259ldib, bir g\u00fcn ax\u015fama kimi \u00e7eyn\u0259yirdik. H\u0259l\u0259 o saqq\u0131z\u0131, m\u00fcasir dill\u0259 des\u0259k, icar\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 verirdik. \u0130car\u0259 haqq\u0131 da puldan ba\u015fqa n\u0259 des\u0259n olurdu – \u201cbir kruq velsabet\u201d s\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n tutmu\u015f, sabah m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m bat\u0131rma\u011fa, d\u0259ft\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl \u015f\u0259kli \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r… Onu da deyim ki, icar\u0259 vaxt\u0131 \u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259mli idi. Saqq\u0131z\u0131 icar\u0259y\u0259 ver\u0259n s\u00f6vd\u0259l\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n sonra sayma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f d\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n onun tez-tez sayma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirib \u201cm\u00fcqavil\u0259ni\u201d pozur, ya da, \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259, o da adekvat t\u0259dbirl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259l at\u0131b saqq\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ox q\u0131vraq \u00e7eyn\u0259yirdi… O g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u201csaqq\u0131z kontrakt\u0131\u201dn\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n davaya g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 qulaqburmas\u0131 al\u0131rd\u0131q. Amma bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r tez unudulur, sabah he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi yenid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r, aylar \u00f6t\u00fcr, sat\u0131c\u0131lar bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yd\u0259n – alma, kartof, Nax\u00e7\u0131vandan – bal, pendir, \u015eimal b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n – qoz-f\u0131nd\u0131q, n\u0259 bilim, daha n\u0259 satanlar g\u0259l\u0259r, \u00e7ox vaxt qonaq da qalard\u0131lar. Bizim d\u0259 bel\u0259 qonaqlar\u0131m\u0131z olard\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r onlar\u0131n m\u0259hz bizi se\u00e7m\u0259yind\u0259n q\u00fcrur duyard\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, biz daha qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259rik y\u0259qin. V\u0259 bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox sevin\u0259rdim. \u00dcst\u0259lik d\u0259 el\u0259 bilirdim o qonaq satd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan biz\u0259 doyunca verm\u0259lidir. M\u0259n bunu gizlic\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131mdan ke\u00e7irirdim, yoxsa anam bils\u0259ydi ki, bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, m\u0259ni \u015fi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, meyv\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qoyard\u0131. Amma \u0259ks\u0259r hallarda h\u0259r \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rimin \u0259ksin\u0259 olurdu – sat\u0131c\u0131lar he\u00e7 s\u00f6z xatirin\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, t\u0259klif etmirdil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 sonralar m\u0259nim onlardan he\u00e7 xo\u015fum g\u0259lmirdi. Satd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sevs\u0259m d\u0259, \u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxudu. Q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, bu q\u0131ymazl\u0131q, g\u00f6yl\u00fck onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131nda vard\u0131. El\u0259 bil s\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bir-birin\u0259 el\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdil\u0259r ki, dey\u0259rdin qarda\u015fd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n d\u0259rs\u0259, g\u00fcnorta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra quzu otarma\u011fa getdiyimd\u0259n qona\u011f\u0131 ax\u015famdan-ax\u015fama g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u015eam yem\u0259yind\u0259n sonra s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7ay g\u0259lir, \u015firin s\u00f6hb\u0259t ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Onun dig\u0259r qonaqlardan f\u0259rqli bir xasiyy\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 onu sevdirm\u0259y\u0259n c\u0259h\u0259tini unutdururdu. Geyimi, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259si il\u0259 qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z komediya filml\u0259rinin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Bir \u015feyi yax\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 ki, ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259ndir\u0259 bilirdi. S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7ox \u015firin v\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki aktyorcas\u0131na \u0259l-qol h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri, mimikas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri daha dol\u011fun, daha ayd\u0131n ifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Artistlik el\u0259mirdi, el\u0259 bi\u00e7imi bel\u0259ydi. \u018fn \u00e7ox sevdiyi m\u00f6vzu is\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlik h\u0259yat\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, o, h\u0259r il eyni hadis\u0259ni, b\u0259zi f\u0259rql\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almasaq, t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 tutub, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 bel\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Sizin m\u0259n\u0259 bir and\u0131n\u0131z yoxdu… \u0130nand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z haqq\u0131, ac\u0131ndan it kimi ulay\u0131rd\u0131m. Komandirin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131n\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc verdim qar\u011f\u0131dal\u0131l\u0131\u011fa. Harda yek\u0259si var, qopar\u0131b qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soydum. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6m\u0259ldim ki, g\u00f6r\u0259n olmas\u0131n. T\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 g\u0259mirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, kims\u0259 arxadan … bir t\u0259pik vurub q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cVstat Niftal\u0131yev!\u201d<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259tin bu yerind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u00f6hk\u0259m tutsam da, p\u0131qq\u0131lday\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rini sat\u0131b qurtarana kimi bizd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, 15-20 g\u00fcn, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 bir ay \u00e7\u0259kirdi. V\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u0259 anam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oda-k\u00f6z\u0259 vururdu ki, qonaq bizd\u0259n incik getm\u0259sin. Zarafat deyildi, eld\u0259n-el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Adama n\u0259 dey\u0259rdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir g\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qay\u0131danda g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, o gedib. \u018fvv\u0259l-\u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259yus olurdum. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olmasa, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onun s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma bilirdim ki, Niftal\u0131yev g\u0259l\u0259n il yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, bizd\u0259 qonaq qalacaq, \u0259sg\u0259rlik s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini daha canl\u0131, daha ifad\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaq, ged\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 eyni s\u00f6zl\u0259ri t\u0259krar ed\u0259c\u0259k: \u201cBir biz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lin, g\u00f6r\u00fcn sizin x\u0259cal\u0259tinizd\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011fam\u201d.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 ona inanm\u0131rd\u0131m. Adama bir \u00e7eyn\u0259m saqq\u0131zl\u0131q \u015fan q\u0131ymayan Niftal\u0131yevin evl\u0259rind\u0259 nec\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdim. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, satl\u0131q \u015feyd\u0259n pay verm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olur, ya da Niftal\u0131yev \u0259min idi ki, biz he\u00e7 vaxt onlara qonaq getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik…<\/p>\n

Bir az b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259n sonra – nisb\u0259t\u0259n yuxar\u0131 sinifd\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n daha m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259miz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n gilas, bal, alma satan\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259y\u0259 arlan\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 evd\u0259n h\u0259rd\u0259n q\u0259pikd\u0259n-quru\u015fdan verirdil\u0259r ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bufetd\u0259n bir \u015fey al\u0131m. Ham\u0131dan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz o q\u0259pikl\u0259ri toplay\u0131r, bir manat d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bufetd\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z pula d\u0259yi\u015firdim. Ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallaya-s\u0131\u011fallaya q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 arzum vard\u0131 ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131m olsun. \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f sevm\u0259k, \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259ti vard\u0131. Onu oynatmaq, sevindirm\u0259k, boynuma mindirib g\u0259zdirm\u0259k, oyuncaqlar almaq, b\u00fct\u00fcn ist\u0259kl\u0259rini yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. \u0130st\u0259yirdim ki, onun b\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131na s\u0259birl\u0259 cavab verim. Cavab\u0131n\u0131 tapa bilm\u0259diyim suallara g\u00f6r\u0259 yalandan n\u0259s\u0259 uydurub onu ba\u015f\u0131mdan el\u0259m\u0259yim. Kinoya, yemlik v\u0259 lal\u0259 y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa, yazda da\u015fan Quru\u00e7ay\u0131n sahill\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131m. \u0130st\u0259yirdim o he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 tamarz\u0131 qalmas\u0131n. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, ist\u0259yirdim y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m pullarnan ona bir s\u0259b\u0259t gilas, bir bidon \u015fan bal\u0131 al\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 yan\u0131nda duracaqd\u0131m ki, gilas\u0131 tumlu-tumlu yem\u0259sin, \u015fan\u0131n da cec\u0259sini a\u011fz\u0131nda saxlamas\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Sonbe\u015fik kimi m\u0259nim bu arzum k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 qald\u0131.\u00a0 B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r\u0259 ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131 nec\u0259 sevm\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259sib olmad\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 sonbe\u015fiyin bir \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc var ki, ail\u0259d\u0259 ham\u0131dan ki\u00e7ik oldu\u011fundan ham\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259hat\u0259 olunmaq \u015fans\u0131 qazan\u0131r. Amma h\u0259m d\u0259 el\u0259 eyni s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 valideynl\u0259r deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n buyurulmaq v\u0259 t\u0259bii ki, c\u0259zaland\u0131r\u0131lmaq kimi tamam \u0259ks-q\u00fctbd\u0259 dayanan bir b\u0259xtsizlik d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr sonbe\u015fiyin qism\u0259tin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bizd\u0259 anamdan ba\u015fqa, ham\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ikinci varianta \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirdi…<\/p>\n

Amma n\u0259 ed\u0259s\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259rli d\u0259 olsa, h\u0259yat bizim arzular\u0131m\u0131zla hesabla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir. Onun \u00f6z axar\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

Sonbe\u015fiyin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u201cfaci\u0259si\u201d ondad\u0131r ki, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 evin ki\u00e7iyi qal\u0131r. \u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259, n\u0259 m\u0259nim arzum h\u0259yata ke\u00e7di, n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin sonbe\u015fik bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259ri d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00fcz deyirl\u0259r ki, evin ki\u00e7iyi olunca…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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