{"id":9790,"date":"2013-05-07T09:45:39","date_gmt":"2013-05-07T04:45:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9790"},"modified":"2013-05-06T23:58:23","modified_gmt":"2013-05-06T18:58:23","slug":"yagis-insanlari-yumaq-icind%c9%99n-t%c9%99mizl%c9%99m%c9%99k-saflasdirmaq-nagilidi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zerdab.com\/?p=9790","title":{"rendered":"Vallah, d\u0259li olmu\u015fam, ba\u015f\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259lib\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"M\u00fc\u0259llif:
M\u00fc\u0259llif: Lo\u011fman<\/strong><\/span><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

…U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m dam\u0131na cil d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f birg\u00f6zl\u00fc k\u0259rpic evd\u0259 ke\u00e7di.<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259r yaz g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 anamla bac\u0131lar\u0131m onun divarlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fardar, b\u0259z\u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

O bahar\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli, f\u0259r\u0259hli olsa da, bayramdan bir az sonra ba\u015flayan leysan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha \u0259lam\u0259tdar idi.<\/p>\n

\u018fn yaddaqalan\u0131 is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck cidd-c\u0259hdl\u0259 a\u011fard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f divarlardan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131yd\u0131. Cilin d\u0259 r\u0259ngini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n sar\u0131mt\u0131l zolaqlar x\u0259rit\u0259d\u0259ki \u00e7aylara b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Bu zolaqlar g\u0259l\u0259n bahara kimi divarlarda quruyub qal\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7arpay\u0131ya uzan\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7arpazlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rimin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya \u00e7aylar\u0131n\u0131 bir-bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirir, ox\u015farl\u0131q axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. V\u0259 bu c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131n h\u0259r birinin \u00f6z ad\u0131 do\u011fulurdu – Volqa, \u0130rt\u0131\u015f, Ob, Araz… Adlar simvollar kimi h\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f bar\u0259d\u0259 informasiya saxlanc\u0131 idi. H\u0259r \u201c\u00e7ay\u201da baxanda onu do\u011furan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, o ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda \u0259lam\u0259tdar olanlar yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f adi t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259si deyil. O, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259k, \u00e7ox inc\u0259, qeyri-adi hal\u0131d\u0131r. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dolan hal\u0131d\u0131r, dolub-da\u015fan hal\u0131d\u0131r. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n el\u0259 yerind\u0259n, el\u0259 m\u0259kan\u0131ndan g\u0259lir ki, orada sevgid\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey yoxdur. O, ki\u00e7ik u\u015faq k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u0259yata ke\u00e7\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzular m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tidir. Orada \u201colmaz\u201dlar yoxdur. Orada kas\u0131bl\u0131q yoxdur, badalaq yoxdur, tamarz\u0131l\u0131q yoxdur, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, yetimlik yoxdur. Orada birc\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik var, bir d\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l… M\u0259nim bir g\u00f6y h\u0259sr\u0259tim vard\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k o ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyas\u0131na yetm\u0259kdir. Tez b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k arzusu da bununla ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 tez b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck ki, u\u015faq arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n realla\u015fmaq q\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bizi h\u0259r g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 qovurdu. Arzular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 ata-ata gedirdik. \u00c7ilinga\u011faca b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi h\u0259r \u015fey; \u0259limizd\u0259ki \u00e7ilingi a\u011facla vurub, sonra arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q. El\u0259 bilirdik ki, sabah u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z arzular\u0131m\u0131z kimi olacaq. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 can atd\u0131qca, arzuolunan u\u015faql\u0131q namin\u0259 real u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dik, itirdik. U\u015faql\u0131qdan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131q, orada is\u0259 daha u\u015faql\u0131q yox idi, gerid\u0259 qalan u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za boylanmaq vard\u0131, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 nisgil vard\u0131…<\/p>\n

El\u0259 ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131, h\u0259y\u0259can m\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc, evd\u0259 otura bilmirdim. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, evd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r olanda bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinirdim. Amma bir d\u0259f\u0259 – haradasa 5-6 ya\u015f\u0131m olanda b\u0259xtim g\u0259tirdi. Leysan el\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, \u015falvar\u0131m\u0131n balaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rmad\u0131m, k\u00f6yn\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atd\u0131m, ayaqyal\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qa\u00e7d\u0131m ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259. D\u00fcnya m\u0259nim idi. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131r. He\u00e7 k\u0259sd\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim bir sevgidir bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259. Bu sevgi v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131dan n\u0259\u015f\u0259l\u0259nirdim.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131rd\u0131 ki, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc dindirir, \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. Qa\u00e7\u0131r, qa\u00e7\u0131r, qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m. Doymaq bilmirdim. O g\u00fcn u\u015faq varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla aram\u0131zda q\u0259rib\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, do\u011fmal\u0131\u011fa inand\u0131m. O q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7d\u0131m ki, hu\u015fumu itirdim. Ay\u0131landa \u00e7arpay\u0131lardan v\u0259 k\u0259sif d\u0259rman qoxusundan x\u0259st\u0259xanada oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bir ay m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131m, sa\u011falma\u011f\u0131ma he\u00e7 kim inanm\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla ilk ciddi tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m bel\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan yad\u0131mda qalan xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolu x\u0259yal g\u00f6yl\u0259rimd\u0259 el\u0259 o ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar zaman\u0131 \u00e7axan ild\u0131r\u0131mlar kimi parlaq v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir s\u0259hif\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

Havalar q\u0131zandan sonra da\u015f evimiz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdim. Eyvan\u0131ndan b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011f-ba\u011f\u00e7am\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O ev t\u0259klik v\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fc\u015f\u0259 idi. Orada \u00e7ox rahatl\u0131qla x\u0259yallara dalard\u0131m. Bel\u0259 m\u0259qamlarda h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ssenari m\u00fc\u0259llifi \u00f6z\u00fcm olurdum. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259ri, q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q, xeyirxahl\u0131q, kas\u0131b, yetim sevindirm\u0259k, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri c\u0259zaland\u0131rmaq bu x\u0259yal-filml\u0259rin \u0259sas kadrlar\u0131 olurdu…<\/p>\n

Eyvandan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 seyr etm\u0259k is\u0259 ba\u015fqa m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi. A\u011faclar\u0131n, yarpaqlar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda nec\u0259 titr\u0259diyini, d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 sevindiyini, dir\u00e7\u0259ldiyini, h\u0259y\u0259t-bacada yaranm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259r damc\u0131dan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qovucuqlara baxmaqdan ayr\u0131lmaq olmurdu. Tez-tez \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r, ild\u0131r\u0131mlar \u00e7ax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6yl\u0259r do\u011fran\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6y d\u0259 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a olub t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k yer\u0259. Can\u0131m\u0131 di\u015fim\u0259 tutub bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00e7ilikl\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6y q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n dama d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. El\u0259 bilirdim bundan sonra bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirl\u0259 dolu olan G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k. \u00c7\u00fcnki biz g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz g\u00f6y, el\u0259 bilirdim ki, G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u0259n bir p\u0259rd\u0259dir. O p\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra heyr\u0259t dolu bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lacaq…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ill\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259diyim arzular\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f dilind\u0259, su dilind\u0259, s\u0259s dilind\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131yd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yenid\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey.<\/p>\n

Yenid\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n, yenid\u0259n dir\u00e7\u0259l\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259r m\u0259ni yerd\u0259n qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda havalan\u0131ram, duyuram ki, da\u015fa-divara da yadam, \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, a\u011faca \u00f6gey\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bura adam\u0131 deyil\u0259m – q\u0259rib\u0259m, q\u0259rib.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u00fcy\u0259m, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flarla qon\u015fuyam.<\/p>\n

Qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131na a\u015fiq olan kimi vuruluram ona.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa do\u011fmayam, simsaram.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n yeriy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f torpa\u011f\u0131md\u0131, yerimdi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f – na\u011f\u0131l v\u0259 sevgi m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n durnad\u0131, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7indi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcjd\u0259li qaranqu\u015fdur.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda d\u0259liy\u0259m, d\u0259li.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7im i\u00e7im\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yerimd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r damlas\u0131 bir arzudur.<\/p>\n

Ovuclar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b damladan-damlaya qa\u00e7\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r damlaya qovu\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, birc\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r bilir, p\u0259ril\u0259r bilir.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 tut a\u011faclar\u0131 kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b t\u00f6k\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 el\u0259 onlard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ruhumu \u00e7ad\u0131r kimi bu \u201cya\u011f\u0131\u015f a\u011faclar\u0131\u201dn\u0131n alt\u0131na tuturam.<\/p>\n

A\u011fac oluram – d\u00f6y\u00fcr yarpaqlar\u0131m\u0131, doymuram.<\/p>\n

Torpaq oluram – hopur, hopur can\u0131ma, ruhuma \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmam\u0131\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259n sell\u0259nib gedir.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 d\u0259niz\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f m\u0259nim olur.<\/p>\n

Qa\u00e7ma\u011fa yeri qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n uzaqda a\u011fr\u0131yan ruhum a\u011fac yarpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rilir.<\/p>\n

D\u0259lidi – \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na at\u0131r.<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ged\u0259n damlalar\u0131n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131nda itir\u0259m, az\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259zir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda \u00fcnvans\u0131zam – d\u0259liy\u0259m ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

D\u0259linin yadda\u015f\u0131 olmaz.<\/p>\n

D\u0259linin yeri-yurdu olmaz, \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri olmaz.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdi olmaz, q\u0259h\u0259ri olmaz.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam\u0131, s\u0259h\u0259ri olmaz.<\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olar.<\/p>\n

D\u0259linin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 vaxt\u0131n\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131…<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dal\u0131nca – \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qara bulud kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcstund\u0259 g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ruhu yerd\u0259 dura bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin v\u0259t\u0259nidi.<\/p>\n

\u018fli sevdas\u0131na \u00e7atmayanlar\u0131n sevgilisinin sa\u00e7lar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

N\u0259yim var o ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdad\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n M\u0259cnunuyam.<\/p>\n

K\u0259cav\u0259si \u00e7oxdan bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f d\u0259v\u0259nin s\u0259hras\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ist\u0259yir\u0259m, ondan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcmidim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

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Bir d\u0259f\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259lib…<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 dost olmu\u015fduq.<\/p>\n

O da ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r halda, bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn saat 5-d\u0259n sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn onun i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259n v\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n

Bir h\u0259ft\u0259 idi x\u0259st\u0259ydi. \u0130\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmasayd\u0131, birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n

R\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 dedim ki, m\u0259ni apar onlara, dey\u0259rs\u0259n, qarda\u015f\u0131md\u0131.<\/p>\n

Raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da el\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc, el\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc ki…<\/p>\n

R\u0259fiq\u0259si deyinirdi, s\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 adamsan, g\u0259r\u0259k el\u0259 bu g\u00fcn ged\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 olmaz, bir g\u00fcn bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir \u0259l\u00e7im qar kimi \u0259riy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, vallah, dedi.<\/p>\n

O bilmirdi ki, m\u0259ni aparan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m ya\u011f\u0131\u015f burax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259sl t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 idim.<\/p>\n

\u018fsl t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 bay\u0131rda saxlamas\u0131n…<\/p>\n

Ta ondan n\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olar.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131 isti, quru yerd\u0259 olsa, oxuya bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 – ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 havalarda…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim yox idi.<\/p>\n

R\u0259fiq\u0259si bir xeyli ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dedi ki, anas\u0131 m\u0259ni danlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda adam da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa verib g\u0259l\u0259r. \u0130ndi onu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutdu\u201d.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f m\u0259ni \u00e7oxdan – lap u\u015faql\u0131qdan tutub saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 mehriban qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 anas\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xaranda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 utand\u0131m ki…<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131, insaf\u0259n, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc vurmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259 idi bel\u0259 \u015fey g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Buna pis oldumu? – dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n h\u0259r yerimd\u0259 – sa\u00e7lar\u0131mda, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259, paltodan xeyli g\u00f6d\u0259k, penc\u0259kd\u0259n azca uzun pla\u015f\u0131mda, \u015falvar\u0131mda ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259tirmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

Bu pla\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k h\u0259r adam\u0131n i\u015fi deyildi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu pla\u015fdak\u0131 adam kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm; o m\u0259ni \u00f6rtm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7ox, m\u0259n onun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc uy\u011funla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 ha \u0259yilirdim dizim\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n ax\u0131 \u0259sl t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 idim…<\/p>\n

Adam\u0131n da paltar\u0131 sevgisin\u0259 ox\u015famad\u0131sa, dem\u0259k, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 m\u0259\u011fmun g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 hans\u0131 qeyri-adi sevgi yada d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Amma bu i\u015fd\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnah\u0131 yoxudu.<\/p>\n

Bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259r ancaq ya\u011f\u0131\u015f dilind\u0259 sevi\u015firdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

F\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilirdil\u0259r- ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259rini p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla deyirdil\u0259r – ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 islad\u0131b daray\u0131rd\u0131lar – ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi…<\/p>\n

Y\u0259qin ki, hind kinolar\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndd\u0259 hind kinolar\u0131ndan, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan v\u0259 toylardan romantik he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi.<\/p>\n

Birincisi n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, ya\u015fama\u011fa ruhland\u0131r\u0131r, ikincisi adamlara harada olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131r, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc is\u0259 sevgid\u0259n ba\u015fqa h\u0259r \u015feyi unutdururdu.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 olmasa, kinodan-kinoya ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonrak\u0131 yaz otlar\u0131 kimi p\u00f6hr\u0259 sevgil\u0259r ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Divarlar\u0131 u\u00e7uq, toz basm\u0131\u015f o k\u0259nd klubundan – sevgi yuxusundan k\u0259nd camaat\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz-k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz ay\u0131l\u0131b, t\u0259nb\u0259l-t\u0259nb\u0259l evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 sevgil\u0259rin d\u0259 sonu kinolardak\u0131 kimi olacaq.<\/p>\n

Toydan uzaqba\u015f\u0131 bir il sonra – birinci u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n kimi o ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 dolu, g\u00f6y gutultusu, h\u0259tta ild\u0131r\u0131mlar \u0259v\u0259z edirdi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f dilind\u0259 sevi\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r indi yaln\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015fca qar\u011fay\u0131rd\u0131lar – \u201cS\u0259ni sel apars\u0131n…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 qurumas\u0131n…\u201d<\/p>\n

O sevgi ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 tez sovu\u015fub gedirdi, bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

O ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar yen\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, amma daha bu evi, bu adamlar\u0131 tutmurdu.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

…Anas\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdan, kirpikl\u0259rimd\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n buz kimi soyuq damlalardan nec\u0259 sevdiyimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla sil\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f, sevgi il\u0259 l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259b k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn he\u00e7 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sini d\u0259 a\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 sevgimin n\u0259hay\u0259tsiz d\u0259nizl\u0259rind\u0259ki a\u011f yelk\u0259nli g\u0259miy\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 d\u0259 baxmad\u0131, birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259m\u0259di.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn yerd\u0259 g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131 bundan yax\u015f\u0131 olmur ki…<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259ki ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan xo\u015flanmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

L\u0259pirl\u0259rimd\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

L\u0259pirl\u0259rimd\u0259 \u00e7abalaya-\u00e7abalaya can ver\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

X\u0259cal\u0259timd\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131ma zill\u0259diyimd\u0259n ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki\u00e7ilmi\u015fdim, gedib ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131ma y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Ayaqqab\u0131 kimi daralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni yand\u0131ran ya\u011f\u0131\u015f idi, i\u00e7\u0259ri g\u0259tirib dustaq el\u0259mi\u015fdim – \u00f6z\u00fcm kimi.<\/p>\n

…Sonralar e\u015fitdim ki, anas\u0131 onu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n 16 ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir damc\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f qupquru bir elml\u0259r namiz\u0259din\u0259 verib ki, he\u00e7 vaxt evl\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f girm\u0259sin…<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r quraql\u0131q olsa da, r\u0259fiq\u0259si deyirdi ki, onlar\u0131n da evl\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Duzlu ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar is\u0259 arxas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131nda dam qurmaq olmur… birba\u015fa i\u00e7\u0259riy\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

F\u0259rq budur.<\/p>\n

Soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar olsa-olsa, divarlarda bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yoluna b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n \u201c\u00e7ay\u201dlar kimi quruyub qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Duzlu ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar is\u0259 insan q\u0259lbinin divarlar\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131ra-yand\u0131ra oyub apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gur ya\u011fsa da, ax\u0131r ki, k\u0259sir.<\/p>\n

Duzlu ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in ya\u011f\u0131r, k\u0259sm\u0259k bilmir…<\/p>\n

Soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n izini – \u201c\u00e7ay\u201dlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtm\u0259k, a\u011fartmaq olur.<\/p>\n

\u0130sti ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n yeri is\u0259 dam\u011fa kimi, \u015f\u0131r\u0131m kimi, \u00e7ap\u0131q kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik qal\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qa\u00e7an, daldalanan adamlar\u0131n el\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131 quru qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Dodaqlar\u0131, bo\u011faz\u0131 quru qal\u0131r, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, udqunma\u011fa bir damc\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tapm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qurulu\u011fundan \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rmir.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259si bel\u0259 quru qal\u0131r…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u0259kc\u0259 otun, a\u011fac\u0131n, da\u015f\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 deyil.<\/p>\n

O h\u0259m d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131, insanlar\u0131 yumaq, i\u00e7ind\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k, safla\u015fd\u0131rmaq na\u011f\u0131l\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ham\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qa\u00e7\u0131r, qorunur, \u00e7\u0259tirl\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

O ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n G\u00f6y\u00fc yer\u0259 endirm\u0259yi, Yeri g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

Bu, G\u00f6y\u0259 ucalmaq simfoniyas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bu, q\u0259lbin \u00fclviyy\u0259t\u0259 qalxmaq k\u0259ndiridir.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flarda deyirdil\u0259r ki, \u201cYern\u0259n G\u00f6y qovu\u015fub\u201d.<\/p>\n

Min ill\u0259r, milyon ill\u0259rdir bir-birind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259rmi\u015f…<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rib\u0259 sevgilil\u0259rdir bu Yern\u0259n G\u00f6y d\u0259 – birc\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011fanda \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 tutu\u015furlar.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y Yeri bel\u0259 sevm\u0259s\u0259ydi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Biz Yern\u0259n G\u00f6y q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 yax\u0131n ola bilm\u0259dik.<\/p>\n

\u0130stili-soyuqlu he\u00e7 bir ya\u011f\u0131\u015f qovu\u015fdura bilm\u0259di bizi…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

H\u0259r m\u00f6vs\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 da \u00f6z sevdiyin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunur.<\/p>\n

Yay\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z yay ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z \u0259tri, b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus qoxusu g\u0259lir – bir az yan\u0131q, bir az tozlu, bir az da q\u0259rib\u0259.<\/p>\n

Torpaq s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259tri il\u0259 deyir.<\/p>\n

O torpa\u011f\u0131n f\u0259r\u0259hidir.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa m\u00f6vs\u00fcml\u0259rd\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n bel\u0259 \u0259tri g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

Yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nindir.<\/p>\n

Yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan sonra otun v\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin sevincini \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r bilirl\u0259r, b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259r duyurlar.<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yarpaqlar\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil ki, bunu yarpaqlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri ist\u0259yirl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Yer\u0259 can atan yarpaqlar ata evind\u0259n ayr\u0131lan q\u0131zlara ox\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yarpaqlar\u0131 budaqlardan qoparsa da, son arzusuna qovu\u015fdurur ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n

A\u011facdan torpa\u011fa g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr, sevgisin\u0259 qovu\u015fur, sevgisind\u0259 \u0259riyib-itir yarpaqlar.<\/p>\n

Bu, onlar\u0131n toy havas\u0131d\u0131r, toy r\u0259qsidir, son u\u00e7u\u015fudur.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131nd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131 \u0259ritm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 anlad\u0131m ki, hara ya\u011f\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259, ordan bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131q dik\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

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Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f Yerinkini yer\u0259 endirir, G\u00f6y\u00fcnk\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla g\u00f6y\u0259 bir can atma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yerd\u0259ki g\u00f6y adam\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

Yerin g\u00f6y h\u0259sr\u0259tiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131yam, a\u011fac\u0131yam, da\u015f\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

Sular\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259-k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259 ax\u0131b ged\u0259n arx\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyim t\u0259nha s\u0259hra \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n toxum kimi sevir\u0259m onu…<\/p>\n

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Vallah, d\u0259li olmu\u015fam, ba\u015f\u0131ma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u0259lib…<\/p>\n

O da m\u0259nim havamd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Adam\u0131 da ya hava aparar, ya da dava.<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015f deyim.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259brimi ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda qaz\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda d\u0259fn el\u0259yin m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra h\u0259r yaz q\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim sevgil\u0259rim g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7ox inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m…<\/p>\n

\"ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\"<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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